bignosesmallchin
World domination
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I need to do a complete 180, like I literally need to kill whoever is inside my body and change everything about him. I am so fucked beyond repair it’s actually crazy, I’ve spent my whole life doing nothing but ruining it.
I just watched this video and I do everything that is said in it and now I want to kill myself after realizing just how fucked I am mentally and physically.
My body is fucked from terrible posture my whole life, and I am probably starting to atrophy at this point. My mind is sick and deluded, I have so many mental/physical addictions, nobody knows literally anything about me, everything I do is secretive, I have insane social anxiety at least at the moment from rarely having human interaction, I NEED FUCKING HELP, idk what to do, I don't think anyone that has been this fucked up has ever been successful in pulling themselves out of it. I fucking hate everything about myself I really just need to make a few thousand, get a car, and then go on the road for a few months and leave everything that will distract me, or pull me back to my habits behind.
Have any of you been in a similar situation and managed to pull yourselves out? Btw I am a 20yo dropout with no money and no job.
I just can’t accept that it’s over tbh, the minute I accept that is the minute I rope, no way I’m gonna live the rest of my life like this, I need to change.
I just watched this video and I do everything that is said in it and now I want to kill myself after realizing just how fucked I am mentally and physically.
My body is fucked from terrible posture my whole life, and I am probably starting to atrophy at this point. My mind is sick and deluded, I have so many mental/physical addictions, nobody knows literally anything about me, everything I do is secretive, I have insane social anxiety at least at the moment from rarely having human interaction, I NEED FUCKING HELP, idk what to do, I don't think anyone that has been this fucked up has ever been successful in pulling themselves out of it. I fucking hate everything about myself I really just need to make a few thousand, get a car, and then go on the road for a few months and leave everything that will distract me, or pull me back to my habits behind.
Have any of you been in a similar situation and managed to pull yourselves out? Btw I am a 20yo dropout with no money and no job.
I just can’t accept that it’s over tbh, the minute I accept that is the minute I rope, no way I’m gonna live the rest of my life like this, I need to change.