PointOfNoReturn
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Some people here will probably take badly to me using the word "incel" but there is simply no other way to describe my state of being other than as someone who is incel i.e. involuntarily celibate.
Over the last week i tried to get sex by goimg on grindr and many other apps to look for men in my city. Any man I messaged, ignored rejected or blocked me once I sent a picture of me. Without fail. As my desperation increased, I went on more and more extreme websites to see if maybe I agreed to someone's weird fetish they would let me have sex with them. But no dice. Coprophages, gerontophiles, and self described sluts and slaves all turned me down.
There's no one left to message or reach out to. I scroll along the apps and see the same profiles who I have messaged to no avail. I must have messaged hundreds of men in the last week. Yet none of this led to any kind of sexual interest. Therefore I am involuntary celibate. I have to come to terms with this, and mourn my fantasy of being someone with physical appeal.
It is something very fundamental about me that people find ugly. I am slim fit, exercise daily, have a degree and a job, and various hobbies. I am doing everything "right" as society would want it. But something in my body is completely repulsive to everyone and I will never be able to change that.
Over the last week i tried to get sex by goimg on grindr and many other apps to look for men in my city. Any man I messaged, ignored rejected or blocked me once I sent a picture of me. Without fail. As my desperation increased, I went on more and more extreme websites to see if maybe I agreed to someone's weird fetish they would let me have sex with them. But no dice. Coprophages, gerontophiles, and self described sluts and slaves all turned me down.
There's no one left to message or reach out to. I scroll along the apps and see the same profiles who I have messaged to no avail. I must have messaged hundreds of men in the last week. Yet none of this led to any kind of sexual interest. Therefore I am involuntary celibate. I have to come to terms with this, and mourn my fantasy of being someone with physical appeal.
It is something very fundamental about me that people find ugly. I am slim fit, exercise daily, have a degree and a job, and various hobbies. I am doing everything "right" as society would want it. But something in my body is completely repulsive to everyone and I will never be able to change that.
