I am extremely lonely

[nigtard]

I have friends but they aren't really my friends in a sense,they live completely different lives to me and could get gfs whenever they want.I am the guy who just tags along, its painfully obvious because almost every time they go out I don't even get told about it and just see it on their snapchat stories.

I just rot in my room every day procrastinating about roping knowing that I won't have the balls to every try it again.Valentine next month and I am alone again, its serious suifuel seeing couples knowing that I will never have that.My only cope now is studycelling to get into university next year, thats how shit my life is now I study in all my spare time now.

 

[nigtard]

0 reply pill brootal I am talking to myself after all that is what I have always done, always stuck in my own head without escape

 

[PROMETHEUS]

This nigga thought blackpill was limited to just dating and not every aspect of social life

 

[Rawprimalooks]

0 reply pill brootal I am talking to myself after all that is what I have always done, always stuck in my own head without escape

well start eating primal diet become more natural go to play on playgrounds watch scott primal its good journey grow out long hairs or beard

 

[dimorphism]

Relatable

 

[nigtard]

This nigga thought blackpill was limited to just dating and not every aspect of social life

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I don't even blame the blackpill I ruined my self, I have probably made the worst decisions out of everyone on this forum

 

[PROMETHEUS]

I don't even blame the blackpill I ruined my self, I have probably made the worst decisions out of everyone on this forum

Lol what happened

 

[Allornothing]

You probably aren't very open when socialising/don't show interest trying to be cool or whatever. You're no fun and even then they probably don't even think you want to hang out.

 

[nigtard]

Lol what happened

I single-handedly ruined my life, I don't want to go into details but I have made some terrible decisions even for .org standards.

 

[nigtard]

You probably aren't very open when socialising/don't show interest trying to be cool or whatever. You're no fun and even then they probably don't even think you want to hang out.

I said it before but I have no soul nor no personality,who wants to be with someone who constantly looks depressed

 

[PROMETHEUS]

I single-handedly ruined my life, I don't want to go into details but I have made some terrible decisions even for .org standards.

My nigga go into detail stop wasting my phone battery

 

[nigtard]

My nigga go into detail stop wasting my phone battery

Its too long but long story short I basically became depressed at like 12 years old for no reason and started self isolating myself from everyone I knew.Everything from my brain to my physique deteriorated I became extremely skinny and got extreme social anxiety to the point where I would be shaking from even being outside.And thats only one of the terrible things I have done I have done far worse

 

[PROMETHEUS]

Its too long but long story short I basically became depressed at like 12 years old for no reason and started self isolating myself from everyone I knew.Everything from my brain to my physique deteriorated I became extremely skinny and got extreme social anxiety to the point where I would be shaking from even being outside.And thats only one of the terrible things I have done I have done far worse

That one unfortunately was your parents fault for not forcing you to be socialised

Developing your child’s social capability is as important as food and shelter

Any action you then took from there onwards wasn’t your fault since it came from a place of trauma

Don’t mean to sound gay but that’s just facts

 

[News]

Same.

 

[nigtard]

That one unfortunately was your parents fault for not forcing you to be socialised

Developing your child’s social capability is as important as food and shelter

Any action you then took from there onwards wasn’t your fault since it came from a place of trauma

Don’t mean to sound gay but that’s just facts

Not really I self destruct way too easily, I am not really close with my parents due to how they used to treat me.My brain is so fucked any little thing could ruin my week, even someone saying something wrong is enough for me to want to die

 

[TechnoBoss]

Very relatable i've done a lot of things to ruin my life. Seeing as you get upset easily and maybe are depressed, its possible the things you're saying that are life ending, aren't so bad. When you're depressed, things seem a lot worse than they might actually be. Of course, they could be worse or just as bad as you say. How old are you? Might not be as hopeless. I'm the same way with people now I don't do anything or want to go out with people because I'm so depressed.

It is what it is I guess

 

[FutureSlayer]

I have friends but they aren't really my friends in a sense,they live completely different lives to me and could get gfs whenever they want.I am the guy who just tags along, its painfully obvious because almost every time they go out I don't even get told about it and just see it on their snapchat stories.

I just rot in my room every day procrastinating about roping knowing that I won't have the balls to every try it again.Valentine next month and I am alone again, its serious suifuel seeing couples knowing that I will never have that.My only cope now is studycelling to get into university next year, thats how shit my life is now I study in all my spare time now.

u talk like a foid

 

[Luffymaxxing]

You got us bro

 

[Deleted member 57460]

Sounds like a skill issue

 

[nigtard]

u talk like a foid

Abused dog syndrome plus my brain is scrambled,nothing I say makes sense

 

[nigtard]

Sounds like a skill issue

Great observation

 

[FutureSlayer]

Abused dog syndrome plus my brain is scrambled,nothing I say makes sense

bro some redpill cooe would unironically help you

 

[nigtard]

bro some redpill cooe would unironically help you

Redpill won’t really save me since I know it’s not true.I am not even that heavily into the blackpill, I know im ugly and accepted that a long time ago.My issues are far beyond it