PseduoAryan
Truecel Narcy pirate 🏴☠⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆
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I am not scared of walking outside and shit, what scares me is humans. The people. I am scared of them
Especially women, I keep thinking about what the fuck i am looking like rn, why did she look at me for 0.2 millisecond, do I look ugly even after all the effort I put into and shit.
I can't think about anything else. And that is even more dangerous. My mind is too crowded with these thoughts that many times i drop my wallet, walk over green light and shit.
I am scared. Of showing myself to people and ruining their day by my subhumanity.
Especially women, I keep thinking about what the fuck i am looking like rn, why did she look at me for 0.2 millisecond, do I look ugly even after all the effort I put into and shit.
I can't think about anything else. And that is even more dangerous. My mind is too crowded with these thoughts that many times i drop my wallet, walk over green light and shit.
I am scared. Of showing myself to people and ruining their day by my subhumanity.