D
desilva
Bronze
- Joined
- Aug 1, 2023
- Posts
- 413
- Reputation
- 214
in the past few months, I developed a fairness of walking infront of a mirror it’s like everytime I get near to see my own reflection I feel stabbing pain in my chest, It's as if my own sight of my own face triggers a visceral reaction, an overwhelming sense of futility and disappointment. It’s like being haunted by the realisation that all the efforts I have been putting, were not enough, I feel like I'm getting worse every day. Every time I have to see myself I am just it reminds me of all the things I'm scared of and insecure about. It's like a cruel reminder (reality pill) that I'm not as good as I once thought I was and I will never be the person that I always thought I was, neither will I ever be who I want .
