i envy anyone who was ugly throughout their whole childhood and early teens

[Hunter]

i say this because i was average looking up until 13 then worked my way up to chad level that year. for that brief window in time i had a taste of the chad life. girls flocked to me, all the stupid shit i said would be overlooked or covered up, kids who bullied me before instantly switched over to befriending me and trying to invite me to parties, groups etc. everyone was supporting me from every clique, unpopular to popular etc. hell, i even acted like a complete retard for the 2 years beforehand but everyone instantly forgave me when i became chad. then i just got uglier and uglier after i turned 14 and ever since ive always been treated like trash or just completely invisible. it sucks so fucking much, its like being a king one day and then dethroned the next day and chucked out onto the streets. at least people who were always ugly are used to it and dont know what its like to be chad so they can live in blissful ignorance.

and the worst part is... I CAUSED THIS. if i hadnt started mouthbreathing, staying up all night every night, not exercising, not taking good care of my body etc i would have remained chad and experienced so many great memories during those formative years. now im 18 and left with PTSD from the back years of school and my college years and an empty void in my heart that cannot be filled.

but yeah, rant/vent over. i had to let this out.

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

thats so sad.. i was chadlite in 8th grade, then 9th and 10th dropped to subhuman level, but i didnt really care. i changed my ways and came back to my chadlite status 11th grade now

 

[Ritalincel]

tbh.

I was disfigured by adolescence

 

[Hunter]

thats so sad.. i was chadlite in 8th grade, then 9th and 10th dropped to subhuman level, but i didnt really care. i changed my ways and came back to my chadlite status 11th grade now

cool. how did you rise back up?

tbh.

I was disfigured by adolescence

sucks. was it due to development issues?

 

[Insomniac]

Looking back at childhood photos, I was definitely better looking in my prepubescent years. Puberty fucked me up.

Sorry this happened to you bro.

 

[Hunter]

Looking back at childhood photos, I was definitely better looking in my prepubescent years. Puberty fucked me up.

Sorry this happened to you bro.

same. for me it wasnt puberty per se but rather me stunting my own growth during puberty. this could have all been prevented if i just went to fucking bed instead of watching DBZ fights and jacking off

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

cool. how did you rise back up?

during those two years, i spent every single day gaming until 4-5 am in the morning, living off of loaves of bread and caprisuns, to go to school at 6 am tired as fuck. braces ruined my facial development during those two years and my acne got really bad. march 2018 i started lifting, got my braces off june and started mewing. started getting sleep, started taking showers and washing my face, ate a fuckton of food all the time for gainz, before i knew it i ended up getting a nice physique, minimizing my acne, and growing out my face.

 

[Hunter]

during those two years, i spent every single day gaming until 4-5 am in the morning, living off of loaves of bread and caprisuns, to go to school at 6 am tired as fuck. braces ruined my facial development during those two years and my acne got really bad. march 2018 i started lifting, got my braces off june and started mewing. started getting sleep, started taking showers and washing my face, ate a fuckton of food all the time for gainz, before i knew it i ended up getting a nice physique, minimizing my acne, and growing out my face.

lucky you did this whilst you're still in puberty. its going to be an uphill battle to even get to even a normie level now since im 18 and finished physical development for the most part.

 

[Ritalincel]

sucks. was it due to development issues?

severe acne and later norwooding

 

[Hunter]

severe acne and later norwooding

fuarrrrrkk

 

[Insomniac]

severe acne

I know that feel bro. Acne hit me hard. I hated going to school because of it, just wanted to hide my face away from everyone.

 

[FatmanO]

i say this because i was average looking up until 13 then worked my way up to chad level that year. for that brief window in time i had a taste of the chad life. girls flocked to me, all the stupid shit i said would be overlooked or covered up, kids who bullied me before instantly switched over to befriending me and trying to invite me to parties, groups etc. everyone was supporting me from every clique, unpopular to popular etc. hell, i even acted like a complete retard for the 2 years beforehand but everyone instantly forgave me when i became chad. then i just got uglier and uglier after i turned 14 and ever since ive always been treated like trash or just completely invisible. it sucks so fucking much, its like being a king one day and then dethroned the next day and chucked out onto the streets. at least people who were always ugly are used to it and dont know what its like to be chad so they can live in blissful ignorance.

and the worst part is... I CAUSED THIS. if i hadnt started mouthbreathing, staying up all night every night, not exercising, not taking good care of my body etc i would have remained chad and experienced so many great memories during those formative years. now im 18 and left with PTSD from the back years of school and my college years and an empty void in my heart that cannot be filled.

but yeah, rant/vent over. i had to let this out.

Thats really sad, now imagine being treated shit by society and primary school and being invincible to women, or getting judged on the street for over 10 years

 

[Hunter]

Thats really sad, now imagine being treated shit by society and primary school and being invincible to women, or getting judged on the street for over 10 years

at least those people dont know what theyre missing out on

 

[VST]

shut the fuck up, lol.
At least you experienced something in life.

 

[Deleted member 611]

Am I the only one here who became better looking after puberty?

 

[Wincel]

Am I the only one here who became better looking after puberty?

I got sexy eye gains bruh

 

[Deleted member 611]

I got sexy eye gains bruh

*your first avatar*

Wish I had saved it so I could post it

 

[RichardSpencel]

Yeah man,being ugly you're entire life,having not a single friend ever,being laughed at everyday is fucking something to be envied,

I just wish I was curry and 5ft tall aswell.

shut the fuck up, lol.
At least you experienced something in life.

He doesn't know our pain of only being a 7.99/10

 

[Cali Yuga]

Honestly playing PSO on gamecube all night with the boys, drinking dew, halo 2, raiding WoW hardcore, fucking around in the woods and making fires with no females around.

These memories to me are almost as good as slaying and having normal social life tbh.

Coping is so elevated when you have a LAN party worth of dudes and pure good energy. Women are trash and suck your energy like vampire.

 

[qwep]

Honestly playing PSO on gamecube all night with the boys, drinking dew, halo 2, raiding WoW hardcore, fucking around in the woods and making fires with no females around.

These memories to me are almost as good as slaying and having normal social life tbh.

Coping is so elevated when you have a LAN party worth of dudes and pure good energy. Women are trash and suck your energy like vampire.

Cope. Video games is how losers occupy themselves while their crush gets fucked at parties.

 

[Nibba]

You probably treated people like shit when you were popular too. Eat shit boyo

 

[fobos]

I was a textbook incel until third grade of high school. I don't know what happened to me on that summer break but when i came back to school everything changed. My jaw was great, my hair even better, my eyebrows groomed and I wasn't fat anymore. Bullying stopped, girls from class who were disgusted by me started hanging out with me, girls from school started approaching me. Sadly, social anxiety stayed so I couldn't use that miracle to the fullest.

 

[sorrowfulsad]

I peaked at 12/13 years old, I know how you feel

 

[kobecel]

Interesting, I'm the opposite ,I was not talen seriously trough 5th grade to 10th grade but then I got taller and became better looking

 

[Deleted member 206]

So ignorant and shallow. I hate to say it, but you kinda deserved that.

 

[Hunter]

shut the fuck up, lol.
At least you experienced something in life.

yeah for one fucking year, wow i really needed that...

You probably treated people like shit when you were popular too. Eat shit boyo

lmao thats quite ironic since i was the only popular guy in the grade that still hanged out with the unpopular kids.

 

[Deleted member 176]

That’s so dumb. Why would you want to go through a childhood of bullying and rejection and grow up to be an unconfident, insecure fuck? Seriously, being ugly throughout my childhood has fucked me up for life.

 

[Deleted member 147]

Thats really sad, now imagine being treated shit by society and primary school and being invincible to women, or getting judged on the street for over 10 years

Yeah it must be horrible, how have you coped with it over all these years?

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People treated me like shit grades 4-9

Part of it could have been my aussie attitude, but I also much much uglier back then so idk

 

[Wincel]

*your first avatar*

Wish I had saved it so I could post it

Yeah me too, someone sent me child porn and I nuked my hard drive so I lost it. I have a shitty low resolution one from a screenshot but its not worth it. I tried retaking the same shot several times but everything was just a little inferior.

 

[Deleted member 611]

Yeah me too, someone sent me child porn and I nuked my hard drive so I lost it. I have a shitty low resolution one from a screenshot but its not worth it. I tried retaking the same shot several times but everything was just a little inferior.

Lol who tf sent you child porn and why

 

[Wincel]

Lol who tf sent you child porn and why

Guy I met on discord. He warmed up to me and then sent me the file saying it was some other shit, then sent me some private photos of myself that I had sent to some other guy to scare me and said he traced my IP and was sending the police to my house. Even after a file is deleted they can still find traces of it with pretty basic software so I killed the drive. Cops never came, (but I heard sirens about 30 minutes after he said he traced my IP) turned out the CP guy and the guy I sent the pictures to were the same person, and I'm fucking retarded.

 

[Deleted member 611]

Guy I met on discord. He warmed up to me and then sent me the file saying it was some other shit, then sent me some private photos of myself that I had sent to some other guy to scare me and said he traced my IP and was sending the police to my house. Even after a file is deleted they can still find traces of it with pretty basic software so I killed the drive. Cops never came, (but I heard sirens about 30 minutes after he said he traced my IP) turned out the CP guy and the guy I sent the pictures to were the same person, and I'm fucking retarded.

What kind of server did you meet this sketchy guy in? Who just does that to someone?

 

[Swagwaffle]

Guy I met on discord. He warmed up to me and then sent me the file saying it was some other shit, then sent me some private photos of myself that I had sent to some other guy to scare me and said he traced my IP and was sending the police to my house. Even after a file is deleted they can still find traces of it with pretty basic software so I killed the drive. Cops never came, (but I heard sirens about 30 minutes after he said he traced my IP) turned out the CP guy and the guy I sent the pictures to were the same person, and I'm fucking retarded.

im sure they understand this trap. Random ppl spam others all types of BS on the internet. However image fiilters are advancing i could see them processing bad images like this in the future.

 

[Wincel]

What kind of server did you meet this sketchy guy in? Who just does that to someone?

The official looksmax discord, everyone there is an asshole except me

im sure they understand this trap. Random ppl spam others all types of BS on the internet. However image fiilters are advancing i could see them processing bad images like this in the future.

Yeah I know, when he sent me the pictures of myself and I heard the sirens I just panicked

 

[Ritalincel]

I got sexy eye gains bruh

*your first avatar*

Wish I had saved it so I could post it