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skatejack27
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Im turning 28 soon ,I did the following path : mini incel in high school - mega chad from 19 to 27 - currently not horny anymore/lost of confidence
my body count is in the triple digits, had threesomes and foursomes, also realised way too late i had a porn addiction, partied way too much and used ecstasy, MDMA and coke from 24 to 27
Basically realised my libido was entirely channeled trough partying: i drink , im more confident, i bang girls, i'm more confident , i want to party more.
Realised how destructive that was to my mental health
lead me to this :
Currently 4 month free of hard drugs ( not counting new years eve )
tried to stop porn , had a bunch of relapses but steadily slowing down ( installed porn blockers on all my devices )
Grealty reduced alcohol ( a few beers on the weekend )
Experienced ED in some situations the last 6 months
Killed my confidence and my libido since my goal is to channel it sober.
I'm physically active , i have passions, i'm creative, but it feels like i'm only ever doing the minimum.
Anyone else went trough the same thing ?
Has anybody made a full recovery ?
Is there anything else i should start applying ?
Thanks for the answers
my body count is in the triple digits, had threesomes and foursomes, also realised way too late i had a porn addiction, partied way too much and used ecstasy, MDMA and coke from 24 to 27
Basically realised my libido was entirely channeled trough partying: i drink , im more confident, i bang girls, i'm more confident , i want to party more.
Realised how destructive that was to my mental health
lead me to this :
Currently 4 month free of hard drugs ( not counting new years eve )
tried to stop porn , had a bunch of relapses but steadily slowing down ( installed porn blockers on all my devices )
Grealty reduced alcohol ( a few beers on the weekend )
Experienced ED in some situations the last 6 months
Killed my confidence and my libido since my goal is to channel it sober.
I'm physically active , i have passions, i'm creative, but it feels like i'm only ever doing the minimum.
Anyone else went trough the same thing ?
Has anybody made a full recovery ?
Is there anything else i should start applying ?
Thanks for the answers