I fell so empty all the fucking time.

[Deleted member 11167]

Like there is no real substance to me no real character like most people have I'm just an accumulation of very niche interests and primal urges and nothing more than that I change my personality on a whim notice.

I have nothing to anchorage myself at. I think I'm just coping with all this acsension bullshit at the end of the day tbh.

 

[BigBiceps]

Keep your head up, king. You're a lion, you shouldn't feel sad that you're not part of the sheep herd.

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Keep your head up, king. You're a lion, you shouldn't feel sad that you're not part of the sheep herd.

So I should just be content on being alone?

 

[BigBiceps]

So I should just be content on being alone?

You do as your heart wishes. Don't put any value on the pressures of the soyciety, it's your life. Nothing wrong about being a loner, does anyone call James Bond a loser for having no friends? But you should know there are like minded people such as yourself, you just have to find them. Try getting to know people who share your niche interests.

 

[Deleted member 1476]

Sounds like depression, get your diet/exercise/sleep etc on lock and if you still feel shit go to doctor

 

[Deleted member 11167]

You do as your heart wishes. Don't put any value on the pressures of the soyciety, it's your life. Nothing wrong about being a loner, does anyone call James Bond a loser for having no friends? But you should know there are like minded people such as yourself, you just have to find them. Try getting to know people who share your niche interests.

Yeah your right tbh I'm just venting I just get fed up with how my life sucks from time to time. I shall try man.

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Sounds like depression, get your diet/exercise/sleep etc on lock and if you still feel shit go to doctor

100% I know I have it to some extent I just need a ctor to confirm it.

 

[Saen]

Do you feel like a very agreeable/validation seeking/passive person? Or more of a schizoid/asocial/avoidant person?

 

[Vitruvian]

a world without god is meaningless

 

[bwrauycnee]

Like there is no real substance to me no real character like most people have I'm just an accumulation of very niche interests and primal urges and nothing more than that I change my personality on a whim notice.

I have nothing to anchorage myself at. I think I'm just coping with all this acsension bullshit at the end of the day tbh.

Hell I can relate to this. It’s hard to form genuine connections with people irl given our psychological makeup. And relationships seem meaningless after being blackpilled.

 

[Deleted member 6723]

who is ur avi?

 

[Deleted member 5746]

what you should do is take amphetamines

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Do you feel like a very agreeable/validation seeking/passive person? Or more of a schizoid/asocial/avoidant person?

I think I'm a little bit of both. I'm to some extent agreeable and passive and I am definitely an avoidant kind of person not that I want to be but avoidance is just so deeply ingrained in me.

 

[Deleted member 5746]

who is ur avi?

Clearly some girl from Singapore holding her flag upside down cuz she stupid

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Clearly some girl from Singapore holding her flag upside down cuz she stupid

Nah some polish MMA figter

 

[Deleted member 11167]

what you should do is take amphetamines

I cant I need a prescription around where I live.

 

[Deleted member 11167]

a world without god is meaningless

If only I was brainwashed 24/7 when I was younger maybe I would believe in religion now it's literary impossible for me to believe in god.

 

[Deleted member 6723]

who is ur avi?

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Nah some polish MMA figter

 

[Deleted member 6723]

what name though

 

[Deleted member 11167]

what name though

Here is her UFC page.

 

[Deleted member 6723]

Here is her UFC page.

just the name bro

 

[Deleted member 11167]

just the name bro

Here you go Karolina Kowalkiewicz

 

[Saen]

I think I'm a little bit of both. I'm to some extent agreeable and passive and I am definitely an avoidant kind of person not that I want to be but avoidance is just so deeply ingrained in me.

Okay. It's because I think when you are a very agreeable/insecure person you rely on validation from other people to regulate your self esteem, and it's hard to not follow tribe ideas and opinions. So you don't have a strong sense of self.

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Okay. It's because I think when you are a very agreeable/insecure person you rely on validation from other people to regulate your self esteem, and it's hard to not follow tribe ideas and opinions. So you don't have a strong sense of self.

So what is your proposed solution to the problem?

 

[Saen]

So what is your proposed solution to the problem?

IDK I wish I knew. Temporarily certain drugs can make you feel less fragmented, definitely. Probably Ritalin, benzodiazepines. But I don't recommend using for extended period. I think I will try phenibut at some point or Ashwaganda. Otherwise if you became insanely GL or popular you probably wouldn't notice anything wrong since you're always getting that validation. And, if you're open to it, therapy. You can dm me some things I've read.

 

[eduardkoopman]

 

[Deleted member 8576]

same

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Or ashwangandha

I take it three times a day daily its overall effects have made me calmer and allowed me to concentrate better but nothing more than that except that it makes me extremely horny all the time.