I genuinely might have dementia due to severe social isolation and trauma

[Deleted member 23115]

My verbal abilities are completely gone. I used to be able to express myself efficiently and quickly but now im worse at both. My working memory is goldfish tier. I cant read more than a few sentences of any advanced text without forgetting everything which sucks because im doing uni. Yea my vocab isnt the best but my working memory is the main issue. I have no motivation to do anything which means i cant even get back what i lost. In the past, i was a good student so its very distressing. I was not even that bad at english or subjects that required memorization. People wont believe i was better before cuz most are teens and cant even fathom someone has rotted for 4-5 years and not even talked to ppl let alone seen sun. That shit literally destroys your brain. I was in math gifted classes without studying so top set. My classes were filled with only gooks and curries. Once again no one will believe i was good at math cuz theyre insecure and failed it themselves, theyre quite literally retarded outside of verbal abilities.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

dnrd, sorry for u boyo

 

[Spiritualcell]

My verbal abilities are completely gone. I used to be able to express myself efficiently and quickly but now im worse at both. My working memory is goldfish tier. I cant read more than a few sentences of any advanced text without forgetting everything which sucks because im doing uni. Yea my vocab isnt the best but my working memory is the main issue. I have no motivation to do anything which means i cant even get back what i lost. In the past, i was a good student so i dont know why im like this. I was not even that bad at english or subjects that required memorization. People wont believe i was better before cuz most are teens and cant even fathom someone has rotted for 4-5 years and not even talked to ppl let alone seen sun. That shit literally destroys your brain. I was in math gifted classes without studying so top set. My classes were filled with only gooks and curries. Once again no one will believe i was good at math cuz theyre insecure and failed it themselves, theyre quite literally retarded outside of verbal abilities.

Wow, that sure is relatable!

And apparently, you're also into your sister?

 

[Deleted member 23115]

@BrahminBoss schizo meds gave me permanent brain damage ngl

 

[BrahminBoss]

Your problem for not getting sun

 

[Manletmachine]

You’re in uni wtf???

 

[Deleted member 23115]

You’re in uni wtf???

Yea

 

[Deleted member 23115]

Your problem for not getting sun

I have a rare sun allergy

 

[Manletmachine]

Yea

Any mates? When did u start

 

[kwacker777]

Social degradation boyo. Happened to me too since I have 0 friends but less severely. You have to start talking with people before your mind goes away forever

 

[Itsmelurking505]

My verbal abilities are completely gone. I used to be able to express myself efficiently and quickly but now im worse at both. My working memory is goldfish tier. I cant read more than a few sentences of any advanced text without forgetting everything which sucks because im doing uni. Yea my vocab isnt the best but my working memory is the main issue. I have no motivation to do anything which means i cant even get back what i lost. In the past, i was a good student so its very distressing. I was not even that bad at english or subjects that required memorization. People wont believe i was better before cuz most are teens and cant even fathom someone has rotted for 4-5 years and not even talked to ppl let alone seen sun. That shit literally destroys your brain. I was in math gifted classes without studying so top set. My classes were filled with only gooks and curries. Once again no one will believe i was good at math cuz theyre insecure and failed it themselves, theyre quite literally retarded outside of verbal abilities.

Swear it's just brain fog you have

 

[Deleted member 23115]

Degen thread ngl

 

[Deleted member 23115]

Swear it's just brain fog you have

Well yea i have brain fog due to trauma and social isolation but im naturally bad at reading innit. Ive never finished a book in my life.

 

[Deleted member 23115]

Any mates? When did u start

Ok fed

 

[lowiqNormie]

My verbal abilities are completely gone. I used to be able to express myself efficiently and quickly but now im worse at both. My working memory is goldfish tier. I cant read more than a few sentences of any advanced text without forgetting everything which sucks because im doing uni. Yea my vocab isnt the best but my working memory is the main issue. I have no motivation to do anything which means i cant even get back what i lost. In the past, i was a good student so its very distressing. I was not even that bad at english or subjects that required memorization. People wont believe i was better before cuz most are teens and cant even fathom someone has rotted for 4-5 years and not even talked to ppl let alone seen sun. That shit literally destroys your brain. I was in math gifted classes without studying so top set. My classes were filled with only gooks and curries. Once again no one will believe i was good at math cuz theyre insecure and failed it themselves, theyre quite literally retarded outside of verbal abilities.

well i don't think it's permanent if you start socialising again you should get used to it again , maybe it's depression too

 

[Deleted member 23115]

well i don't think it's permanent if you start socialising again you should get used to it again , maybe it's depression too

Its obvs i was never like i am now since my vocab is alright and u literally need short term memory for that but i was never good maybe 50th peecentile woth good education

 

[longjohnmong]

people with dementia never figure out they have dementia

 

[PIayer]

Not a single word

 

[Deleted member 23115]

people with dementia never figure out they have dementia

I have early onset dementia. My long term memory is still intact but the past year is very foggy. I dont even remember what i had for dinner yesterday. If i encounter something that tinkers my brain i have ideas in my head but then they evaporate instantly and i have to think the same thing many times to put little pieces together i wasnt like that b4. Im quite literally disabled.

 

[dimorphism]

Same I thought I was the only one