N8verBegan
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Aging is just such a brutal thing for me. I’m gonma be 20 in less than a year but even now I have extreme fear that my face might change as I age. The boneloss, collagen loss, muscle loss, and all the other shit that can affect ur face. My anxiety is to the point where I completely stopped drinking alcohol, smoking vape (or even weed), not going outside when sun is blazing, hyperfixating on not putting pressure on my teeth, obssessing over sunscreen, consuming tons of anti oxidant foods and supplements, drinking anti inflammatory oils, avoiding sugar, and trying not to flex my face when lifting. I look and feel 19 forever. I don’t want to become old saggy animal.