Eternal_
✝️ Deus Vult ✝️
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I’ve been high inhibition and non-NT my entire life. I’ve had multiple friend groups and friends but have abandoned all of them on my own volition.
I hate how much better of a life NT normies have as compared to myself whether it be my uni/grad school peers or neighbors or whoever. They’ve all been highly social and have all gotten the best jobs through word of mouth and knowing a friend or a friend of a friend, etc. I’ve never had any of that. I’ve struggled to get anything good in life because it’s all based on who you know and I have never known anyone.
I hold a deep resentment towards normies. I despise the structure of social relationships and how absolutely fake most of them are and I’ve never been able to integrate myself into them. I hate that it’s ultimately my fault.
I hate how much better of a life NT normies have as compared to myself whether it be my uni/grad school peers or neighbors or whoever. They’ve all been highly social and have all gotten the best jobs through word of mouth and knowing a friend or a friend of a friend, etc. I’ve never had any of that. I’ve struggled to get anything good in life because it’s all based on who you know and I have never known anyone.
I hold a deep resentment towards normies. I despise the structure of social relationships and how absolutely fake most of them are and I’ve never been able to integrate myself into them. I hate that it’s ultimately my fault.