Ark
I just don't trust ppl.
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im so fucking autistic i only realized it now, i cutted off my connection to a girl after only seeing her twice we’ve been talking online for 2days then we decided to meet up i think i fucked up because i stopped chasing her if I didn’t stop i probably slayed her
both of us met after talking for 2days she’s living near my area so it’s easy to meetup so here’s what happened, after meeting up she’s a bit shy and smiled when she saw me, we hoped on to an taxi to go to a resto while we’re both in the taxi and im next into her she grabbed my hand and putted it on her thighs she’s wearing a short dress and that’s how i knew she was attracted to me so i countinued my thing and putted on my nt mask the rest of the date
We go to an 2nd date again then after 3days i cut her off because i hated her personality and i couldn’t stand her she told me she newly broken up with her ex and after a few days she find herself talking to me thats the reason i cut her off FUAAAuck i should have just endured it and pump and dump her
i don’t have the guts to pump and dump her because i was looking for something genuine into her, I would lie if i say i didn’t care about sex i think sex is more enjoyable if it’s something you do with someone special, someone who you build a bond
FUCKKKKKKK I WAS SO LOVE DEPRIVED I WAS SEEKING INTIMACY
It’s all over now i will go back to my oldways and just objectify them i dont think i can trust them anymore
i knew it myself that everyone who creates an bond with me will be destroyed once someone better shows up(chad) thats just how the world works right now i will stop finding ltr and only look for some fun time to please myself
both of us met after talking for 2days she’s living near my area so it’s easy to meetup so here’s what happened, after meeting up she’s a bit shy and smiled when she saw me, we hoped on to an taxi to go to a resto while we’re both in the taxi and im next into her she grabbed my hand and putted it on her thighs she’s wearing a short dress and that’s how i knew she was attracted to me so i countinued my thing and putted on my nt mask the rest of the date
We go to an 2nd date again then after 3days i cut her off because i hated her personality and i couldn’t stand her she told me she newly broken up with her ex and after a few days she find herself talking to me thats the reason i cut her off FUAAAuck i should have just endured it and pump and dump her
i don’t have the guts to pump and dump her because i was looking for something genuine into her, I would lie if i say i didn’t care about sex i think sex is more enjoyable if it’s something you do with someone special, someone who you build a bond
FUCKKKKKKK I WAS SO LOVE DEPRIVED I WAS SEEKING INTIMACY
It’s all over now i will go back to my oldways and just objectify them i dont think i can trust them anymore
i knew it myself that everyone who creates an bond with me will be destroyed once someone better shows up(chad) thats just how the world works right now i will stop finding ltr and only look for some fun time to please myself
