It is over

redpill cuck mentality. If girl desires you (100% your looks) you can be literal hobo with no money. If you have money and girl knows it, you are a fucking redpill cuck.
Money is what gives you access to top 1% women. Top women aren't interested in men, but in money, which is why they go to men like Andrew Tate, Tristan Tate, Las Vegas' casino owners and Dubai's oil millionaires and billionaires.
 
you werent ugly bhai, maybe you were more nt back then
my life was more NT. I was part of a top frat, had a lot of social circles, etc.
But me myself? I was already severely mentally ill back then. Similar to who I am now.

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all the girls ive dated ever since were both:

1)uglier
2)had worse personalities

i cant cope. I had hoped I could find a girl who would mog her at least in personality. But nope.

all these bitches are uglier and have garbage personalities.
 
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I’m in LTR atm and have infinite sex ahah
 
Well, it depends on what gear you use. Some steroids cause more water retention than others. Dianabol will cause moon face in 80/100 of the cases.

Estradiol + 17-alpha-methylestradiol will cause moon face.

But if you are on a mild cycle like 300 mg testosterone a week and some non-aromatizing oral steroids like primobolan/anavar (primo has some anti-estrogenic effects on its own), no moon face will appear. Keeping estrogen levels within normal range is also important, so don't forget to use AIs if you get estrogenic side effects. Don't use AIs if you don't have estrogenic side effects. If your e/e2 are within normal range, AIs will crash the levels, resulting in terrible side effects.

A perfect steroid combination won't cause moon face, but a perfect combination usually requires luxury steroids that are very expensive and often faked.
I was on 500 mg test + 1/3 of asin 12 hours after injection. My face was still bloated because of the copious amount of food. I was eating 4500-5000 calories.
 
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I was on 500 mg test + 1/3 of asin 12 hours after injection. My face was still bloated because of the copious amount of food. I was eating 4500-5000 calories.
By "asin", you mean aromasin?

Dirty bulking will cause moon face if you are on steroids. You had to try clean bulking with a very small caloric surplus.
 
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Her ex looks like a common latina MTB or high MTB, maybe harder to find these in Bolivia but not in Colombia or Venezuela.
high MTB or low HTB. hard to judge from one photo. but shes cute tbh.
at some point looks matter less when a girl is already hot and it's more about personality. how well you match.

@ConfusedBolivian mogs her
 
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I am completely ruined from my ex girlfriend. Not to sound like a beta, but I am completely crushed. Very hard getting over some people. It was my fault entirely and I fucked up.

I have legit never been the same since we broke up.
 
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Fuck women just be a pure mogger, dominate other men and find the portal to wakanda
To do what there?? Slay nigger panthers??? :ROFLMAO:
 
I am completely ruined from my ex girlfriend. Not to sound like a beta, but I am completely crushed. Very hard getting over some people. It was my fault entirely and I fucked up.

I have legit never been the same since we broke up.
Similar shit here.

She was extremely hot, but I sorta have the idea that I could get a girl 'as hot as her' even though it would be really hard and most girls I date are uglier than her.

But her personality was insane, unbeatable. No girl I have dated since has ever even come close. And I honestly believe I will never find a girl like here again personality-wise. We matched EXTREMELY well.

Pure humor, love, jokes, messing around, etc. We could have fun in any moment/scenario, kinda like you can have with your best male friend. No matter what you do or where you are, you are having fun together. I had that with this girl.

Will never happen again tbh. Fuck this world.

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waiting for AI girlfriend at this point
 
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I am completely ruined from my ex girlfriend. Not to sound like a beta, but I am completely crushed. Very hard getting over some people. It was my fault entirely and I fucked up.

I have legit never been the same since we broke up.
What did you do?
 
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why does ur eye area look so fag like
 
Stop focusing on women and start investing on yourself women are whores these days
 
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Similar shit here.

She was extremely hot, but I sorta have the idea that I could get a girl 'as hot as her' even though it would be really hard and most girls I date are uglier than her.

But her personality was insane, unbeatable. No girl I have dated since has ever even come close. And I honestly believe I will never find a girl like here again personality-wise. We matched EXTREMELY well.

Pure humor, love, jokes, messing around, etc. We could have fun in any moment/scenario, kinda like you can have with your best male friend. No matter what you do or where you are, you are having fun together. I had that with this girl.

Will never happen again tbh. Fuck this world.

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Damn I relate to the personality for my ex too. I don’t even give that much of a fk about the way she looks assuming she is Atleast white MTB but god when you find a girl that has that winning personality it’s like finding a needle in a haystack. Very few women I meet have a great personality and this girl was head and shoulders above the rest. NEVER met a girl like her, and it’ll be a very long time until I ever have a chance of meeting a girl like her again. I’m not gonna be marrying an American woman that’s for damn sure. She was born in Greece and her father was a priest. Knew how to play piano and speak like 5 languages. Was insane how cool she was.

What did you do?
I grew up an abused dog and I was on apps just matching with people. I never cheated on her but I just wanted to know I “still had it” - she saw the apps on my phone and I didn’t even bother explaining to her I never cheated because who tf would believe that? It was the truth though. She was such a smart girl. When she noticed it my heart sank. She was even gonna forgive me, but the trust was gone and you can’t get that back. Went out like once more after and it just didn’t feel the same. Then she broke up with me. I still have all the letters she wrote me, and a chain she gave me to hang on to which was given to her by her mother. The chain held a lot of sentimental value to her, and I’ve always wanted to give it back to her but I just can’t bare the thought of seeing her again. It will break me all over again.
 
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Damn I relate to the personality for my ex too. I don’t even give that much of a fk about the way she looks assuming she is Atleast white MTB but god when you find a girl that has that winning personality it’s like finding a needle in a haystack. Very few women I meet have a great personality and this girl was head and shoulders above the rest. NEVER met a girl like her, and it’ll be a very long time until I ever have a chance of meeting a girl like her again. I’m not gonna be marrying an American woman that’s for damn sure. She was born in Greece and her father was a priest. Knew how to play piano and speak like 5 languages. Was insane how cool she was.


I grew up an abused dog and I was on apps just matching with people. I never cheated on her but I just wanted to know I “still had it” - she saw the apps on my phone and I didn’t even bother explaining to her I never cheated because who tf would believe that? It was the truth though. She was such a smart girl. When she noticed it my heart sank. She was even gonna forgive me, but the trust was gone and you can’t get that back. Went out like once more after and it just didn’t feel the same. Then she broke up with me. I still have all the letters she wrote me, and a chain she gave me to hang on to which was given to her by her mother. The chain held a lot of sentimental value to her, and I’ve always wanted to give it back to her but I just can’t bare the thought of seeing her again. It will break me all over again.
You fucked up tbh and there is nothing you can do about it.
Don't let it eat you away or ruin the rest of your life. At the end of the day you never did real harm as far as guilt goes, but I get why she reacted like that because if the roles were swapped you'd probably go ballistic yourself.
 
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You fucked up tbh and there is nothing you can do about it.
Don't let it eat you away or ruin the rest of your life. At the end of the day you never did real harm as far as guilt goes, but I get why she reacted like that because if the roles were swapped you'd probably go ballistic yourself.
It’s the part where I fucked up and tossed away the best girl I’ve ever known just to match with LTB whores on an app and never even message them or respond to messages.

The guilt is the being on the apps for me though. And yeah you’re completely right if roles were reversed I would go ER so that’s why I never explained to her I didn’t cheat. I would never believe that shit if she tried to tell me that in reversed situation. I just stayed quiet when she confronted me. We were cuddling on my couch when she saw. I had the apps hidden but there’s a screen on iPhones where you can see recently used apps and I accidentally went to that page.
 
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You raped her
 
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I miss her its been 7 months since we broke up i still feel sad from her loss
never gets better tbh, ive never been as happy as i was when i was with my oneitis, brutal
 
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Damn I relate to the personality for my ex too. I don’t even give that much of a fk about the way she looks assuming she is Atleast white MTB but god when you find a girl that has that winning personality it’s like finding a needle in a haystack. Very few women I meet have a great personality and this girl was head and shoulders above the rest. NEVER met a girl like her, and it’ll be a very long time until I ever have a chance of meeting a girl like her again. I’m not gonna be marrying an American woman that’s for damn sure. She was born in Greece and her father was a priest. Knew how to play piano and speak like 5 languages. Was insane how cool she was.
This girl knew I was a 23yo virgin, while she was sexually active since 14yo already (n-count 7 at 19yo when we dated). She said she had never dated a virgin before and basically only dated fuckboys/players, the most popular guy of the school, etc. that type of shit.

We talked a lot over whatsapp, voice-called, etc. and the vibes were insanely good. Lots of similar 'teasing humor'. But it took a couple of weeks before we had our first-date.
The first-date/meeting was awkward as hell. Not at all the extremely nice vibe I had with her online.

But she could look past this and invited me to her appartement on our first-date, because she wanted to have sex with me and 'show me what I've been missing out on.' Insane.

The sex was absolutely garbage and she fucking roasted the shit out of me. Telling me it was the worst sex she's ever had and it was fucking disgusting to her. I fired back and told her she was being inconsiderate as fuck since she knew I was a virgin before we fucked, etc. She was used to guys just taking her instantly without any doubt, and the fact I didn't act like those fuckboys had her taken aback.

We worked through those issues over the next couple of weeks and I got more confident at sex and how it all works. Eventually we had the best sex life she has ever had (her words). We would 4-5 times per day. She told me I am the first guy she ever orgasmed with. Etc. It became one of the strongest points of our relationship.

A few months into the relationship, when we were getting really close. I had met her family and they liked me, we were making holiday plans together, then she told me that she wanted me to fuck other women.

I think it's because she felt guilty of her degenerate past compared to my virginity. She saw a future in us and wanted me to have some experiences other than her, to become a more 'full human'. A man who hasn't felt like he missed out on something. Bring us both to a more even level. She was really confident in the fact that she wouldn't lose me if I fucked other women (our relationship was REALLY good at this point, sex was REALLY good, everything was amazing.).
In fact she believed that if I fucked other women, I would appreciate her more, because I would realize she is way better than most women.


Honestly, this type of personality is unimaginable. Imagine a girl being like this, it's insane. I was going on holidays with male friends and I was making out with girls in clubs etc. while at the same time having a girlfriend and talking with her daily. And she knew everything that was going on.

My mates told me: 'bro she only told you this because she's cheating on you herself. She's cheating on you and this is how she deals with it by having you cheat on her too.'

but I always knew they were insecure faggots coping with how amazing my relationship was with her. They simply don't know how good our relationship was, how good our sex-life was, everything.


My fault in this was that I never realized how rare this shit is. I loved her, but I thought I could find a girl like her since I was a KHHV before her and I believed that now that I have some experience, I could get similar experiences with girls like I did with her.

Nope. She was one of the few diamonds in piles of shit that is most women.

I fucked up because I didn't fight for her. I gave up too easily. We had some conflicts, fights, but we kept in touch for months in a state where we still loved each other but didn't know how to go forward due to some minor issues.

I could've fixed all those issues, but instead I gave up and let it die.




I grew up an abused dog and I was on apps just matching with people. I never cheated on her but I just wanted to know I “still had it” - she saw the apps on my phone and I didn’t even bother explaining to her I never cheated because who tf would believe that? It was the truth though. She was such a smart girl.
it's so sad because she probably made assumptions of you which werent true. Yet you didn't fight those assumptions, despite knowing that they weren't true.
Lack of self-esteem. You don't believe you deserve her and sort of sabotage your own relationship with her.

I felt extremely similar vibes with this girl I dated where I started self-sabotaging.

I regret it so much now.

When she noticed it my heart sank. She was even gonna forgive me, but the trust was gone and you can’t get that back. Went out like once more after and it just didn’t feel the same. Then she broke up with me. I still have all the letters she wrote me, and a chain she gave me to hang on to which was given to her by her mother. The chain held a lot of sentimental value to her, and I’ve always wanted to give it back to her but I just can’t bare the thought of seeing her again. It will break me all over again.
dean hug GIF
 
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my life was more NT. I was part of a top frat, had a lot of social circles, etc.
But me myself? I was already severely mentally ill back then. Similar to who I am now.

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all the girls ive dated ever since were both:

1)uglier
2)had worse personalities

i cant cope. I had hoped I could find a girl who would mog her at least in personality. But nope.

all these bitches are uglier and have garbage personalities.
damn thats sad to hear, you two looked wayy too similar tho like she is the girl version of you lol
 
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damn thats sad to hear, you two looked wayy too similar tho like she is the girl version of you lol
I was thinking the same lol. Many couples look like they could be siblings.
 
damn thats sad to hear, you two looked wayy too similar tho like she is the girl version of you lol
You're right and I've heard this more often. We were like brother and sister.
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Most importantly in personality. We were always fooling around, making jokes, picking at each other, touching each other, etc. Literally brother-sister vibes.

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one time she was playing with my hair and made this dumbass knot in my hair.

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I remember one time we were walking around in the city and I grabbed her

like this cuz I had seen some other video like this, similar technique.

She was screaming for help, while I ran away with her like this. People around us were all laughing and found it funny asf.

I carried her like this all through the city while she begged me to let her go :lul:
Ended up in some cafe, where I ordered some food and drinks for us, while still having her on my back pleading for me to let her go. Cashiers smiling, people around us were laughing, everyone happy.

:feelsgood:


these types of vibes, I had them with her. And I believe I will never have them again.

I went from KHHV 23yo to being stacy-widowed (both in looks and personality).

I don't believe I will ever have something like this again in my life.

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its so fucking over honestly.

and this one girl made everything worse, because now I know I am capable of having extremely fun, healthy relationships. Because I had it with her.

Yet I will never experience it ever again.

17578.jpg



she was the first girl ever kissed, ever had sex with, first everything. I've dated ~100 girls since and never found anything even remotely close to the vibe I had with her.


It's all completely pointless tbh. JFL at life. It's all just pure suffering.

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I went from being a 23yo KHHV, to having the perfect girlfriend for 3 months, and then going back to subhuman truecel.

Now I am 28yo. After I 'ascended' with that girl at 23yo I've been on ~100 dates. All the girls sucked tbh. Nothing ever lasted, nothing was ever the same. Just aids.

Fuck this life.
 
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You're right and I've heard this more often. We were like brother and sister.
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Most importantly in personality. We were always fooling around, making jokes, picking at each other, touching each other, etc. Literally brother-sister vibes.

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one time she was playing with my hair and made this dumbass knot in my hair.

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I remember one time we were walking around in the city and I grabbed her

like this cuz I had seen some other video like this, similar technique.

She was screaming for help, while I ran away with her like this. People around us were all laughing and found it funny asf.

I carried her like this all through the city while she begged me to let her go :lul:
Ended up in some cafe, where I ordered some food and drinks for us, while still having her on my back pleading for me to let her go. Cashiers smiling, people around us were laughing, everyone happy.

:feelsgood:


these types of vibes, I had them with her. And I believe I will never have them again.

I went from KHHV 23yo to being stacy-widowed (both in looks and personality).

I don't believe I will ever have something like this again in my life.

17578.jpg


its so fucking over honestly.

and this one girl made everything worse, because now I know I am capable of having extremely fun, healthy relationships. Because I had it with her.

Yet I will never experience it ever again.

17578.jpg



she was the first girl ever kissed, ever had sex with, first everything. I've dated ~100 girls since and never found anything even remotely close to the vibe I had with her.


It's all completely pointless tbh. JFL at life. It's all just pure suffering.

17578.jpg


I went from being a 23yo KHHV, to having the perfect girlfriend for 3 months, and then going back to subhuman truecel.

Now I am 28yo. After I 'ascended' with that girl at 23yo I've been on ~100 dates. All the girls sucked tbh. Nothing ever lasted, nothing was ever the same. Just aids.

Fuck this life.

Egyptian pharaohs used to marry their sisters. You're a descendant of that line.
 
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You're right and I've heard this more often. We were like brother and sister.
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Most importantly in personality. We were always fooling around, making jokes, picking at each other, touching each other, etc. Literally brother-sister vibes.

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one time she was playing with my hair and made this dumbass knot in my hair.

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I remember one time we were walking around in the city and I grabbed her

like this cuz I had seen some other video like this, similar technique.

She was screaming for help, while I ran away with her like this. People around us were all laughing and found it funny asf.

I carried her like this all through the city while she begged me to let her go :lul:
Ended up in some cafe, where I ordered some food and drinks for us, while still having her on my back pleading for me to let her go. Cashiers smiling, people around us were laughing, everyone happy.

:feelsgood:


these types of vibes, I had them with her. And I believe I will never have them again.

I went from KHHV 23yo to being stacy-widowed (both in looks and personality).

I don't believe I will ever have something like this again in my life.

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its so fucking over honestly.

and this one girl made everything worse, because now I know I am capable of having extremely fun, healthy relationships. Because I had it with her.

Yet I will never experience it ever again.

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she was the first girl ever kissed, ever had sex with, first everything. I've dated ~100 girls since and never found anything even remotely close to the vibe I had with her.


It's all completely pointless tbh. JFL at life. It's all just pure suffering.

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I went from being a 23yo KHHV, to having the perfect girlfriend for 3 months, and then going back to subhuman truecel.

Now I am 28yo. After I 'ascended' with that girl at 23yo I've been on ~100 dates. All the girls sucked tbh. Nothing ever lasted, nothing was ever the same. Just aids.

Fuck this life.

idk what fucking ascension are you talking about you were extremely good looking back then

i think focusing too much on looks makes you think other things don’t matter, you look for fast pleasure

maybe she liked you cause you actually put her before everything, spent time with her devoted your attention to her and were genuine

the blackpill makes people so narcy and emotionless tbh

may i ask what happened that you to had to end your relationship? also where is she now?
 
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Damn u actually do resemble @quemirasmanv2
 
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i had my best-looking girlfriend when I was ugly asf and a KHHV loser.

Now I only get mediocre bitches that I couldn't care less about. Even though I mog my old self and am experienced now.
Yea KHHV and had a girlfriend JFL this forum is so retarded
 
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Egyptian pharaohs used to marry their sisters. You're a descendant of that line.
its based to marry/fuck women that look like the female-version of you
 
its based to marry/fuck women that look like the female-version of you
Animus/anima type stuff is actually somewhat related to what you're saying
 
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Yea KHHV and had a girlfriend JFL this forum is so retarded
what do you not understand.

I was 23.5yo KHHV.
Never kissed a girl, never hugged a girl, never fucked a girl. Never had a girlfriend, nothing.

Then in January 2019 it was the first time I kissed a girl, fucked a girl, etc. All with this one girl I've been sharing pics of.


I thought I ascended, yet here we are 5 years later and it's all over.
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i had my best-looking girlfriend when I was ugly asf and a KHHV loser.

Now I only get mediocre bitches that I couldn't care less about. Even though I mog my old self and am experienced now.
Holy fuck how did you get her

I’ll never have a girl like that. I can only cope with ltbs or I’ll be sexless which I can’t handle
 
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Holy fuck how did you get her

I’ll never have a girl like that. I can only cope with ltbs or I’ll be sexless which I can’t handle
He's a mentally ill mogger that'd be slaying staceylites if not for his rough upbringing
Gaston is one or two epiphanies away from realising his true destiny
 
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Animus/anima type stuff is actually somewhat related to what you're saying
Jung described the animus as the unconscious masculine side of a woman, and the anima as the unconscious feminine side of a man, each transcending the personal psyche.

What does it mean?

It's still hard for me to accept that it didn't workout between us because we were completely linked internally.

It's so fucking stupid that we broke up, I can't cope. Women are worthless garbage I don't want to date ever again.
Women like her don't exist.

Reality is that I have been truecel ever since. While she never struggled to date, before me or after me.

Soulmates only exist for men, women just fuck/date always. Love has no meaning for them. They fuck way easier, they bond way easier, you can't trust these satanic whores.
 
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I am completely ruined from my ex girlfriend. Not to sound like a beta, but I am completely crushed. Very hard getting over some people. It was my fault entirely and I fucked up.

I have legit never been the same since we broke up.
😭 Take Letrozole or tren
 
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Jung described the animus as the unconscious masculine side of a woman, and the anima as the unconscious feminine side of a man, each transcending the personal psyche.

What does it mean?

It's still hard for me to accept that it didn't workout between us because we were completely linked internally.

It's so fucking stupid that we broke up, I can't cope. Women are worthless garbage I don't want to date ever again.
Women like her don't exist.

Reality is that I have been truecel ever since. While she never struggled to date, before me or after me.

Soulmates only exist for men, women just fuck/date always. Love has no meaning for them. They fuck way easier, they bond way easier, you can't trust these satanic whores.
You project unto women what you are. When men idealise women they project their internalised feminine qualities. I might write a proper thread about this at one point but I'm not sure if I'd word it very well.

Describing your ex like your sibling/feminine counterpart of you fits very well with this idea. I might be reaching, but it is also realising that the qualities you want in your ideal woman are already part of you to a degree.

My apologies for explaining poorly something what I intuitively understood immediately when I first encountered it. Do you ever feel like you fully know something is true but the explanation follows after? When you arrive at a solution for a math's problem but struggle with explaining how you got there?
 
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i had my best-looking girlfriend when I was ugly asf and a KHHV loser.

Now I only get mediocre bitches that I couldn't care less about. Even though I mog my old self and am experienced now.
Holy shit fella you must have enjoyed cooming inside her
 
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You project unto women what you are. When men idealise women they project their internalised feminine qualities. I might write a proper thread about this at one point but I'm not sure if I'd word it very well.

Describing your ex like your sibling/feminine counterpart of you fits very well with this idea. I might be reaching, but it is also realising that the qualities you want in your ideal woman are already part of you to a degree.

My apologies for explaining poorly something what I intuitively understood immediately when I first encountered it. Do you ever feel like you fully know something is true but the explanation follows after? When you arrive at a solution for a math's problem but struggle with explaining how you got there?
Mirin iq
 
I didn't come up with it, read Jung to get it from the man himself. A very, very intelligent man. He was also a slayer compared to his colleagues in psychiatry; he was a married man with a large family but he had countless affairs with MUCH younger women. His wife was a mega rich woman from a good family. She had to accept it because he was a man at the end of the day and things were different then. He lived until a very old age, kept his senses and body vigour till the end, and there's video interviews with him at a very old age speaking English and answering all kinds of questions.
 
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idk what fucking ascension are you talking about you were extremely good looking back then
i was truecel 3PSL subhuman till 18yo. I started growing into my look as I got older and lost weight.

Lulddddd

this was the last part of my ascension from truecel to human being.

I lost my KHHV status in 2019, was still truecel in 2018.
i think focusing too much on looks makes you think other things don’t matter, you look for fast pleasure
women are too flaky nowadays. we as men can only adjust, I feel like.

women have ruined dating. I need to be the best in fast pleasure or else its over for me.
maybe she liked you cause you actually put her before everything, spent time with her devoted your attention to her and were genuine
maybe,

personally I felt like she had an insane imaginary image of my life which came crumbling down over time.
We were long-distance and I was social-maxxed back then. Part of the top frats, everything etc. I was mega-smart, top scoring. Was extremely athletic too.

I was literally the perfect guy. Socially, athletic, academically, everything.
so she thought of me as this top-mogger with a super-bright future.

Then she was introduced to my mental illnesses and insecurities, my reality, this fantasy came crumbling down.
Now she wasn't dealing with an absolute mogger, but with a potential failure. And then she ditched me.

I can't cope with this. The moment I shared my insecurities and my difficulties in life, is the moment I got ditched.

the blackpill makes people so narcy and emotionless tbh

may i ask what happened that you to had to end your relationship? also where is she now?
idk man. Women are so fucking brutal and narcy, emotionless.

I wish there was world without women and I didnt have to care about this shit. I would just chill with my bros.
 
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Holy fuck how did you get her

I’ll never have a girl like that. I can only cope with ltbs or I’ll be sexless which I can’t handle
shes around the top-part of the looks spectrum of girls I can attract. Usually these girls are the worst, the most bitchy, the most demanding, etc. That's what I've noticed now. Very occasionally I can go on a date with a girl on her looks-level now, but it will always be a trash garbage date and go nowhere cuz she has a pure filth garbage personality.

With her it was different. Good personality on top of her looks.

idk, its fucked.

I haven't had sex in over a year. I am rather sexless than fucking ltbs.
 
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You project unto women what you are. When men idealise women they project their internalised feminine qualities. I might write a proper thread about this at one point but I'm not sure if I'd word it very well.

Describing your ex like your sibling/feminine counterpart of you fits very well with this idea. I might be reaching, but it is also realising that the qualities you want in your ideal woman are already part of you to a degree.
I would date a female version of myself. That would in fact be my ideal dating partner.

My ex was like a female version of myself.

My apologies for explaining poorly something what I intuitively understood immediately when I first encountered it. Do you ever feel like you fully know something is true but the explanation follows after? When you arrive at a solution for a math's problem but struggle with explaining how you got there?
I understand and I can relate. Some things are just extremely obvious to the point it almost feels dumb to explain why it is because everyone else should see it as extremely obvious too.

This whole thing isn't very obvious or clear to me though.
 
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