life is boring ash i have too much free time

[qxtwz7854]

i dont feel good, i dont feel bad, i have no reason to keep going and i have no reason to stop, i wake up, cook, work, gymcelling and rot on this forum for a little bit, everyday i got 10h of free time and i just cant do anything with it, i tried music, drawing, photography, editing, playing video games, doing sports, making friends etc... nothing satisfies me anymore, so i just rot waiting for my body to be tired, and repeat everyday, as i said im not even sad or happy i just feel like a fucking machine, should i kill myself?

 

[anhedonia16]

i dont feel good, i dont feel bad, i have no reason to keep going and i have no reason to stop, i wake up, cook, work, gymcelling and rot on this forum for a little bit, everyday i got 10h of free time and i just cant do anything with it, i tried music, drawing, photography, editing, playing video games, doing sports, making friends etc... nothing satisfies me anymore, so i just rot waiting for my body to be tired, and repeat everyday, as i said im not even sad or happy i just feel like a fucking machine, should i kill myself?

No don't kys use crystal and your life will become interesting

 

[Never Get Up]

Means you’re ugly

 

[qxtwz7854]

No don't kys use crystal and your life will become interesting

i do

 

[anhedonia16]

i do

Oh then try opiates and nod off in the street

 

[bndar.337]

Just go outside

 

[News]

Same

 

[Pikabro]

I never fully tried anything and that's why I'm spiralling and going insane. My life and youth are being squandered for nothing. Years I'll never get back thrown to the abyss