Maybe I’m lost and don’t really know what I’m doing

[Pikabro]

That seems to be the pattern. Is that I just don’t really have a clue on what I’m supposed to be doing. Clearly I don’t ask multiple people for advice and stuff and I’m adverse to doing things for myself. If I ask someone to buy something for myself I feel ‘spoilt’ as if I never should’ve asked.

All easy to solve problems but I should’ve admitted I didn’t know what I was doing and pushed to get help instead of rotting