HollowCheek
Cope everywhere
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- May 10, 2023
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Intro
My insane social anxiety and inferiority complex is so high that I cant cum in front of anyone (including females) but I can sometimes maintain erection. (when I am sober I cant even have an erection, when I am drunk I can have sex like a normal human)
Story
Few days ago I went on a date with mtb-htb girl actually quite nice but she had negative orbital vector, bad jaw length and low bonemass. She was definetly haloed by being blonde, tallish, thick and blue eyes, so Htb range imho.
We went fucking at her place after that date. I was so nervous that I had to drink whole bottle of wine. Then we started and every 5-10 minutes (When normal person cums) I lost erection for a sec, I took that time to change position so she didnt notice it. After like 60 minutes my dick started hurting so I spit on it and pretended that I came.
She was really satisfied and invited me the next week but I didnt enjoy the sex (Ive never ever enjoyed the sex due to emotional pressure on my brain)
Conslusion
Is this success or fail? Kinda happy that I lasted long but enjoyability and happiness during sex was 0
My insane social anxiety and inferiority complex is so high that I cant cum in front of anyone (including females) but I can sometimes maintain erection. (when I am sober I cant even have an erection, when I am drunk I can have sex like a normal human)
Story
Few days ago I went on a date with mtb-htb girl actually quite nice but she had negative orbital vector, bad jaw length and low bonemass. She was definetly haloed by being blonde, tallish, thick and blue eyes, so Htb range imho.
We went fucking at her place after that date. I was so nervous that I had to drink whole bottle of wine. Then we started and every 5-10 minutes (When normal person cums) I lost erection for a sec, I took that time to change position so she didnt notice it. After like 60 minutes my dick started hurting so I spit on it and pretended that I came.
She was really satisfied and invited me the next week but I didnt enjoy the sex (Ive never ever enjoyed the sex due to emotional pressure on my brain)
Conslusion
Is this success or fail? Kinda happy that I lasted long but enjoyability and happiness during sex was 0