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This shit has been getting unhealthy as fuck. I mean, this girl is gone, idk where she is or what she is doing anymore. I dont think ill ever see her again and its for the best since she wouldnt want to see or even hear about me.
This girl has caused me so many problems. Every time I see her i get hot n cold, light head and my appetite disappears. Idk why it happens tbh ngl. I dont get this with any other person. And besides that, she is also the reason i had a fight with my parents a few years ago, cause she didnt like me and i blamed tham for not making me gl enough which is true regardless.
No reason to rage about her, or lose my temper its pointless. There is nothing i could do or i could ever do anyway. I never stood a chance lol. My brain accepted defeat but my heart didnt. It heart to accept that the only girl, that gave you a boner, not to you dick but to your heart is a lost cause.
When i look at her pics, i feel empty, i feel lonely, cause it just wasnt meant to be, we didnt fit together. Her dream and role is to b chad's fucktoy, nothing i can do about it. She probably at a different town or even country getting fucked by some tall chad.
I obsess for years over this girl, it must stop now. No point in torturing myself anymore, it was beyond my powers anyway, i was not gl enough. And i never understood why i fell for her, its so bizzare its legit makes me think i have brain dmg or somethin.
This girl has caused me so many problems. Every time I see her i get hot n cold, light head and my appetite disappears. Idk why it happens tbh ngl. I dont get this with any other person. And besides that, she is also the reason i had a fight with my parents a few years ago, cause she didnt like me and i blamed tham for not making me gl enough which is true regardless.
No reason to rage about her, or lose my temper its pointless. There is nothing i could do or i could ever do anyway. I never stood a chance lol. My brain accepted defeat but my heart didnt. It heart to accept that the only girl, that gave you a boner, not to you dick but to your heart is a lost cause.
When i look at her pics, i feel empty, i feel lonely, cause it just wasnt meant to be, we didnt fit together. Her dream and role is to b chad's fucktoy, nothing i can do about it. She probably at a different town or even country getting fucked by some tall chad.
I obsess for years over this girl, it must stop now. No point in torturing myself anymore, it was beyond my powers anyway, i was not gl enough. And i never understood why i fell for her, its so bizzare its legit makes me think i have brain dmg or somethin.
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