ranierean
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25s and over…
Sometimes it is scary to think how if you’re college-graduate age and at least remotely autistic, there’s nothing out there for you to do...
I mean, you can endlessly argue and qualify this but personally I’ve already given up because very few things about traditional adulthood interest me. It’s an excuse, for sure, but I genuinely don’t care about building a resume and learning to drive because those things are meant to support something else and not be actual goals in of themselves.
Even if I could turn this boat around and start punching above my weight, the reversal would mean nothing to me, there’s no beauty in playing constant catch-up.
If I reach my 30s and 40s the way that I am now, a fossil from the 2010s Internet, it will be a greater accomplishment than all your typical late bloomer stories because this tiny morsel of restraint and perseverance would at least show some self-respect.
I didn’t cuck, I didn’t jestermax, I'm not a 4HL slave.
I'm not smart enough to solve the rigged game but I know better than to play it like it's nothing.
Sometimes it is scary to think how if you’re college-graduate age and at least remotely autistic, there’s nothing out there for you to do...
I mean, you can endlessly argue and qualify this but personally I’ve already given up because very few things about traditional adulthood interest me. It’s an excuse, for sure, but I genuinely don’t care about building a resume and learning to drive because those things are meant to support something else and not be actual goals in of themselves.
Even if I could turn this boat around and start punching above my weight, the reversal would mean nothing to me, there’s no beauty in playing constant catch-up.
If I reach my 30s and 40s the way that I am now, a fossil from the 2010s Internet, it will be a greater accomplishment than all your typical late bloomer stories because this tiny morsel of restraint and perseverance would at least show some self-respect.
I didn’t cuck, I didn’t jestermax, I'm not a 4HL slave.
I'm not smart enough to solve the rigged game but I know better than to play it like it's nothing.
