Crimson
If only you knew how bad really things are
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i have never been un a relationship probably because of my severe adversities with society and my isolation n general coming from trauma, i feel like i developed kinfd of an avoifdant atchment style to people that i love and feel very conflicted about that.
there has been this woan that like maybe she us a 4/10 facially (she has good body tho) that i have been her crush since childhood, i never really got things moving or getting a relationship with this jjust trying to hit on hotter women jfl, like digging deep un this forum and rotting has made me like quite pessimistic about love and the experience in male female relationships, tom the point that like i started to think "wow really im just a piece of shit just trying to get unconditional love , but when i get ut i just move away cuz its not form the woman i want to get"
there could be 3 options in wich i sincerely dont know wich one to pick:
a) keep improving bit by bit until i actually get what i want.
b)get into a relationship with this bitch to get experience, burtt eventually ending things out
c) just pum and dump her
im very high inhib and been thinkijng and my mind tells me option b and c would genuenly destroy this womans life, wich would literally make the only woman that loved me from the begining someone way more damaged, is there a right option? is it just being mental cucked thats holding me on this limbo, or am i genuenly doing the rught thing if i go with course a?
there has been this woan that like maybe she us a 4/10 facially (she has good body tho) that i have been her crush since childhood, i never really got things moving or getting a relationship with this jjust trying to hit on hotter women jfl, like digging deep un this forum and rotting has made me like quite pessimistic about love and the experience in male female relationships, tom the point that like i started to think "wow really im just a piece of shit just trying to get unconditional love , but when i get ut i just move away cuz its not form the woman i want to get"
there could be 3 options in wich i sincerely dont know wich one to pick:
a) keep improving bit by bit until i actually get what i want.
b)get into a relationship with this bitch to get experience, burtt eventually ending things out
c) just pum and dump her
im very high inhib and been thinkijng and my mind tells me option b and c would genuenly destroy this womans life, wich would literally make the only woman that loved me from the begining someone way more damaged, is there a right option? is it just being mental cucked thats holding me on this limbo, or am i genuenly doing the rught thing if i go with course a?
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