Only thing keeping me somewhat sane at the moment but I'm becoming more and more suicidal as each day passes.
bookmarked, will unironically use this to cope
Autism and I got fat due to depression last year, I'm losing the weight though. Down 50lbs so far.
It's just a really scary decision to make. Imagine if you don't manage to find any new friends. My parents already bug me about barely going out anymore, I don't wanna tell them that I'm lonely since then they'll feel bad for me.
just think about the disrespect you receive from them that should help you make up your mind
You are right, no decent person deserves to get treated like this. But fucking brutal to have no one in your life.
yeah man it hurts a lot. I’ve been through this phase 3 or 4 times. I’m done with people
You won’t.
I see, isn’t god helping??
Been trying this but pretty difficult without having to still associate with them.
God didn't make me autistic, my pagan ancestors probably did through inbreeding or some shit a couple 1000 years ago.I see, isn’t god helping??
I used to be 100% religious but when life hits you understand that if a god exists, is either bad or doesn’t love you.
Might be the case but they used to be more keen towards me. But as they found people with more status in their lives they've kinda let me go slowly and don't value me much at all.
Drugs. Uni?
Cope, if he really loved you he wouldn’t let you suffer like this and he wouldn’t let you be an autistic incel.
Hoping that you figure things out man, that we both do
I probably should socialize more with students here, but I'm mostly in my dorm studying or drinking by myself. I go out maybe once or twice a month atm. Depression + I'm not lean enough yet so I feel insecure
I think he just watches our struggles/challenges and sees what we make of them. Perseverance is honorable in the eyes of God, (read the book of Job for example)
True, makes me think of this one bible verse.."Do not give what is holy to dogs or throw your pearls before pigs"
In what way?
Proverbs 13:20
Facts. There's so much wisdom in the bible it's incredible
I believe in you. You can lose weight.
Yeah and Foids don’t wanna fuck me cuz they know if they reject me i’ll looksmaxx and before better…Bro.
even pagans recognize the advice there as valuable
meaning foids aren’t fucking me cuz i’m ugly.
Relate to this a lot. I don't understand why it happens..
God is not some self righteous slut you can't compare the two
they say that because it’s NT, good for their perception, makes u think they’re a hyper social initiator
Are they reluctant to go to clubs as a whole or just reluctant to go with u?
legit
Pretty reluctant in general but when they do wanna go to some club event or whatever it's almost like I have to invite myself in. If I chose to stay silent I'm 100% sure they would not ask me to come.
Better try to find new friends then tbh. U will just eventually ruin ur own mental health and become more insecure. I thought since u nordics are secluded in general u were the only one who wanted to go to party. Thats why I asked
i know this is better said than done buddy but i think you need yourself a bitch, you got this bro
if they do that then yeah definitely cut them out
How old are you?
Real friends how many of us
yeah you have about 4 years to make a solid friend group. After that things will get exponentially hard. Dump these guys and then take steps to put yourself in situations to make new ones. Clock's ticking.
