prince_
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Introduction
There is this Stacy that i've been talking to for the last month or so and we go to the same school and in the last few weeks we started hanging out much more and talking on almost every break. I am decently attractive like HTN so thats why i could pull stacies but.. im an acnecel and i have a lot of hyperpigmentation and mid amount of active acne on visible parts of my face, i started doing this only recently and its been giving me confidence to go out in the sun and not feel awkward when people are looking at my face.
I thought i was slick because nobody pointed it out until now and i know if my guy friends noticed it they would definitely make fun of me but no one pointed it out not even my hairstylist(female).
Still in my head always when i put concealer on i repeated the phrase ,,foids can tell" but i brushed it off because no one had ever noticed...
Also i hung out with her a lot of times while wearing a concealer and idk if she noticed then or just now or did she even know back than but pointed it out today.
Today's event
As per usual we hung out on the school break and we were talking and i started talking about something that happened in the first period and she started looking at my face and said: ,,Are you wearing concealer?" in that moment my soul dropped into my stomach and my whole face heated up i felt pure embarrassment i just wanted the earth to swallow me whole.
Atm i tried to ignore it but i thought it was better to make an excuse so i replied ,,No its some BB cream like a tinted sunscreen" i knew it was over back than and i awkwardly started going through my phone to reply to a message mid convo idfk why i did that but i was embarrassed so its understandable.
Then she started talking about cutting out sweets and some tips and her friends that had that problem idk i didn't listen to her i just wanted to go and not talk with her anymore.
I think she liked me but now there is no chance that she would date someone who wears concealer JFL so i will just ghost her and minimize interactions so she feels that she had done something bad.
I know this is a fumble considering she is a Stacy/Stacylite but i will at least feel better if i cut out contact with her instead she doing it...
I mean idk she maybe doesn't want to cut out contact but i won't be taking risks if she does it it will hurt my ego bc i always do that to girls and they rarely do that to me.
Also give me advice if should i remove her from my IG close friends, these last few days i've posted a few stories and if she suddenly notices that there are no stories she will definitely notice that i removed her...
There is this Stacy that i've been talking to for the last month or so and we go to the same school and in the last few weeks we started hanging out much more and talking on almost every break. I am decently attractive like HTN so thats why i could pull stacies but.. im an acnecel and i have a lot of hyperpigmentation and mid amount of active acne on visible parts of my face, i started doing this only recently and its been giving me confidence to go out in the sun and not feel awkward when people are looking at my face.
I thought i was slick because nobody pointed it out until now and i know if my guy friends noticed it they would definitely make fun of me but no one pointed it out not even my hairstylist(female).
Still in my head always when i put concealer on i repeated the phrase ,,foids can tell" but i brushed it off because no one had ever noticed...
Also i hung out with her a lot of times while wearing a concealer and idk if she noticed then or just now or did she even know back than but pointed it out today.
Today's event
As per usual we hung out on the school break and we were talking and i started talking about something that happened in the first period and she started looking at my face and said: ,,Are you wearing concealer?" in that moment my soul dropped into my stomach and my whole face heated up i felt pure embarrassment i just wanted the earth to swallow me whole.
Atm i tried to ignore it but i thought it was better to make an excuse so i replied ,,No its some BB cream like a tinted sunscreen" i knew it was over back than and i awkwardly started going through my phone to reply to a message mid convo idfk why i did that but i was embarrassed so its understandable.
Then she started talking about cutting out sweets and some tips and her friends that had that problem idk i didn't listen to her i just wanted to go and not talk with her anymore.
I think she liked me but now there is no chance that she would date someone who wears concealer JFL so i will just ghost her and minimize interactions so she feels that she had done something bad.
I know this is a fumble considering she is a Stacy/Stacylite but i will at least feel better if i cut out contact with her instead she doing it...
I mean idk she maybe doesn't want to cut out contact but i won't be taking risks if she does it it will hurt my ego bc i always do that to girls and they rarely do that to me.
Also give me advice if should i remove her from my IG close friends, these last few days i've posted a few stories and if she suddenly notices that there are no stories she will definitely notice that i removed her...