Amnesia
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I went to an unofficial high school reunion when I was 27. It was a very loosely organized reunion at a large bar near the high school i went to. Granted I was NOT popular in HS at all, I had ONE best friend and when he got a gf it was me literally eating lunch alone and wandering around the playground just aimlessly until class started again. By senior year I was rolling out of bed in my PJs and just going to school as is. I didn't even want to go to my senior prom but my best friends gf set me up with a girl and she ended up being late and causing us all to be late, she even forgot to get me a boutonniere. Once we got in the door shes like "ok have a nice night Amnesia, bye" and she went on to spend the night with the guy I found out she later married
ANYWAY back to the high school reunion I went to. I showed up and legit saw all the same people in the same cliques they were in back in high school. I immediately felt nervous af like back when I was in school again. I saw the cool crowd, with the coolest best looking dude named Cole. He was captain of the football team, dated the hottest girl, prom kind, the whole nine yards. All the same cool kids around him even now, 10 years later. I make my way towards this other group of guys that I was kinda cool with and they vaguely and ordered a drink at the bar and made small talk with them. This dude named Kevin had "borrowed" my graphiing calculator the last day of school and I remembered it so I was like Hey Kevin yo u remember u owe me like 120 bucks, and he was like shiiit dude my bad HAHA. yep people don't fucking change, fucking asshole.
It was a surreal experience to look around and see all these people about 10 years later, pretty much unchanged. At this time my brother shows up (we went to the same high school but never at the same time.) I'm glad he's there cause I mostly hate everyone else that's in the house. I point out to my brother that the "cool kids" are over there and it feels surreal to see them and how I am feeling a bit on edge. He tells me dude just fucking go over and say hi, who cares, it's 10 years later and no one cares.
I make my way over to the part of the bar where Cole is, so I can order a drink. Cole noticed me and is like "amnesiaaaaa, yo dude" I am shocked in my head that he recognizes me and the fact that he said my name gives me a huge dopamine rush like a giddy teenage girl who's crush says hi passing in the hallway. Call it pathetic but this guys status, not just in MY highshooll, but around the district was huge. I respond to Cole and say hi dude good to see ya, you're still cool af I see. (I am nervously talking and sounding like an idiot, like I am talking to a huge celebrity.) Cole laughs and says "Dude you're looking really good, have a drink with us."
At this point I feel like crying almost, my entire highschool experience I can get closure from. The COOLEST kid just invited me to have a drink with him and his group of super cool friends. 10 years later I finally feel like I have "made it" he said I looked good, my looksmaxxing efforts paid off cause COLE fucking COLE the coolest kid ever says I can hang with him.
So the rest of his friends and I are having a drink and they are asking what I am up to, a few other of the guys say I look good, some of them have let themselves go a bit, get a bit of a beer belly etc, while I am admittedly looking pretty good. Cole is still better looking but that's cause he was always a natural Chad. After the bar thing dies down, Cole invites me back to HIS HOUSE. HOLY FUCK he wants me to go back to his house for an after party. I cannot believe what is happening, this is one of the best nights of my life. I spend the rest of the night hanging out drinking at the house of the coolest guy, a couple girls come over and there is a party I am at. For this single night I feel like everything I missed out on in highschool I am making up. I am being treated like one of the good looking cool kids tn.
We are all in the backyard of Coles house and then the former HEAD CHEELEADER from our high school comes over, Dana. Now I knew Dana because she also ran track and field and I was a sprinter so we were familiar with each other, on a friendly term, but she never would have acknowledged my existence outside the track field, esp in front of any cool group at school or lunch or whatever. So I am feeling pretty confident in myself given how the night is going for me so I make my way over to her when I see her going towards the quieter part of the yard.
Hey Dana, it's Amnesia, remember me? Omggg yeaaa wow you look gooood. We end up chatting a bit and flirting. I make a comment about how I always thought she was cute af esp when she wore those short track shorts, and she laughed and said I was cute too and again told me I look good now, and she lightly touched my forearm. I YOLO it and ask for her number and she gives it to me. At this point I am flying high in the night. The night goes on and she leaves early and now it's Cole and a few of his friends still there and a few girls.
The night winds down and I am ready to say goodbye as some of Coles friends are starting to pass outt on the couches around. I let him know thanks a ton for inviting me over to his house and I am nervously thinking about asking for his number. I have never been this unsure about asking for ANYONES number before, even including a girls. I ask for it and he says "sure dawg, hit me up sometime, it was good seeing u."
I leave his house and walk 5 miles home, I didn't care. It was one of the best nights of my life. I felt like I got total closure. Invited to the cool kids house for a party, and got the head cheerleaders number (who I later fucked the next week. But that's a different story.) What do I attribute it too? I guess looks, but also that highschool is such a bubble of existence for people. What really held me back from being cool? I was not NT, loner, I dunno? Cause I just didnt have it, didnt have swag? I didnt go to the same middle school as most of the cool kids so my social circle didnt transfer over? Or was it strictly down to just looking better 10 years later after high school.
For what it's worth I wasnt wearing blue contacts or height frauding at this reunion. Only looksmaxx differences were nose jobs lower lid retractions. Didnt even have my chin fillers at this time either
Here's a pic of Cole, 6'1'' he looked better in HS
here's Dana, the cheerleader
ANYWAY back to the high school reunion I went to. I showed up and legit saw all the same people in the same cliques they were in back in high school. I immediately felt nervous af like back when I was in school again. I saw the cool crowd, with the coolest best looking dude named Cole. He was captain of the football team, dated the hottest girl, prom kind, the whole nine yards. All the same cool kids around him even now, 10 years later. I make my way towards this other group of guys that I was kinda cool with and they vaguely and ordered a drink at the bar and made small talk with them. This dude named Kevin had "borrowed" my graphiing calculator the last day of school and I remembered it so I was like Hey Kevin yo u remember u owe me like 120 bucks, and he was like shiiit dude my bad HAHA. yep people don't fucking change, fucking asshole.
It was a surreal experience to look around and see all these people about 10 years later, pretty much unchanged. At this time my brother shows up (we went to the same high school but never at the same time.) I'm glad he's there cause I mostly hate everyone else that's in the house. I point out to my brother that the "cool kids" are over there and it feels surreal to see them and how I am feeling a bit on edge. He tells me dude just fucking go over and say hi, who cares, it's 10 years later and no one cares.
I make my way over to the part of the bar where Cole is, so I can order a drink. Cole noticed me and is like "amnesiaaaaa, yo dude" I am shocked in my head that he recognizes me and the fact that he said my name gives me a huge dopamine rush like a giddy teenage girl who's crush says hi passing in the hallway. Call it pathetic but this guys status, not just in MY highshooll, but around the district was huge. I respond to Cole and say hi dude good to see ya, you're still cool af I see. (I am nervously talking and sounding like an idiot, like I am talking to a huge celebrity.) Cole laughs and says "Dude you're looking really good, have a drink with us."
At this point I feel like crying almost, my entire highschool experience I can get closure from. The COOLEST kid just invited me to have a drink with him and his group of super cool friends. 10 years later I finally feel like I have "made it" he said I looked good, my looksmaxxing efforts paid off cause COLE fucking COLE the coolest kid ever says I can hang with him.
So the rest of his friends and I are having a drink and they are asking what I am up to, a few other of the guys say I look good, some of them have let themselves go a bit, get a bit of a beer belly etc, while I am admittedly looking pretty good. Cole is still better looking but that's cause he was always a natural Chad. After the bar thing dies down, Cole invites me back to HIS HOUSE. HOLY FUCK he wants me to go back to his house for an after party. I cannot believe what is happening, this is one of the best nights of my life. I spend the rest of the night hanging out drinking at the house of the coolest guy, a couple girls come over and there is a party I am at. For this single night I feel like everything I missed out on in highschool I am making up. I am being treated like one of the good looking cool kids tn.
We are all in the backyard of Coles house and then the former HEAD CHEELEADER from our high school comes over, Dana. Now I knew Dana because she also ran track and field and I was a sprinter so we were familiar with each other, on a friendly term, but she never would have acknowledged my existence outside the track field, esp in front of any cool group at school or lunch or whatever. So I am feeling pretty confident in myself given how the night is going for me so I make my way over to her when I see her going towards the quieter part of the yard.
Hey Dana, it's Amnesia, remember me? Omggg yeaaa wow you look gooood. We end up chatting a bit and flirting. I make a comment about how I always thought she was cute af esp when she wore those short track shorts, and she laughed and said I was cute too and again told me I look good now, and she lightly touched my forearm. I YOLO it and ask for her number and she gives it to me. At this point I am flying high in the night. The night goes on and she leaves early and now it's Cole and a few of his friends still there and a few girls.
The night winds down and I am ready to say goodbye as some of Coles friends are starting to pass outt on the couches around. I let him know thanks a ton for inviting me over to his house and I am nervously thinking about asking for his number. I have never been this unsure about asking for ANYONES number before, even including a girls. I ask for it and he says "sure dawg, hit me up sometime, it was good seeing u."
I leave his house and walk 5 miles home, I didn't care. It was one of the best nights of my life. I felt like I got total closure. Invited to the cool kids house for a party, and got the head cheerleaders number (who I later fucked the next week. But that's a different story.) What do I attribute it too? I guess looks, but also that highschool is such a bubble of existence for people. What really held me back from being cool? I was not NT, loner, I dunno? Cause I just didnt have it, didnt have swag? I didnt go to the same middle school as most of the cool kids so my social circle didnt transfer over? Or was it strictly down to just looking better 10 years later after high school.
For what it's worth I wasnt wearing blue contacts or height frauding at this reunion. Only looksmaxx differences were nose jobs lower lid retractions. Didnt even have my chin fillers at this time either
Here's a pic of Cole, 6'1'' he looked better in HS
here's Dana, the cheerleader
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