To What Fucking End??

[blackazure88]

To what end will I have to cope with my need for companionship and love? I know it's so damn over for me, I've accepted my loneliness and the utter darkness of my future, but why do I still lust and crave for a warm body beside me? Why do I still bust nuts endlessly to voids on instagram and porn sites knowing how empty I feel at the end of it all? How empty and vapid it all feels....

My life is a hilarious tragedy and there's nothing I can do to get this monkey off my back. The post nut clarity is not enough! I keep going back! Are the memories not painful enough? The failures? The losses..... it keeps repeating in my mind. Are you not convinced of your own experiences that lead you up to this point? To what end will I cope? To what fucking end will my animalism persist itself? To what end?!!


I am empty and broken, and there will be no healing. I am utterly defeated.

 

[The Grinch]

Welcome to my ignore list FOREVER

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

death is release and we all gonna get it in the end so just relax and fap now and then

edit: just realized it kinda rhymes maybe i should become a blackpill rapper

edit2: just remembered that gerbert johnson already does this shit and he's corny af so I wont do it anymore

 

[Vermilioncore]

 

[blackazure88]

death is release and we all gonna get it in the end so just relax and fap now and then

edit: just realized it kinda rhymes maybe i should become a blackpill rapper

edit2: just remembered that gerbert johnson already does this shit and he's corny af so I wont do it anymore

Yeah, death is the ultimate end and I just gotta thug it out till then. Gerberts raps are so cringy but I do enjoy them from time to time. I think I'm just gonna limit my faps to a few times a month, multiple times a week is destroying me.