radical change (the cope ends, I admit defeat : THE NT PILL IS REAL) the beginning of my darktriadmaxxing, the end of the "good boy" era

[maxilofailo]

fuarrkkkk man
fuck looks
ppl in my life
"family"
so called "friends"
constant disrespect and treating me as a joke
and of course money is always a major issue
the problem with my life is that I feel as though there is a way out or a way to the light
but its so hard and difficult to figure out that it almost seems impossible '

im done though
fuck looks (for now)
i gotta focus on my mind
I admit defeat today
NTpill is real, VERY REAL
And I admit the NTPill is JUST AS IMPORTANT AS LOOKS (cope if you disagree)

since 13 yrs old I've felt so many chains and people controlling my life
thinking they know the best decision for me
not considering what I want
so I'm done
I can truly only trust myself In this world
sad but I have come to terms it is what it is

i swear once Im able to have enough income to live on my own its fuck my parents
especially my fucking mom i hate to even call that bitch that name and give her that title
so much lost out on because of her even at this very moment and im done holding my anger back
and before you say "abused dog syndrome" nah its not that its something new im titling called
"ethnic overlord syndrome" or "immigrant slave syndrome" (or ethnic slave / immigrant overlord - reply which one sounds the best (srs))
its what happens when you grow up under the fear of ethnic immigrant parents - you have no control
a user here (@NotCarv) broke free and gave me resources to do the same (shoutout to him)
this is the only way to break free and become an actual man not some little bitch that says yes to what people say around him
cursing out my parents, getting into fights are ways I can think of right now (lying as well, LOTS of lying and manipulation)
things to build up mental resistance
shit dark triad journey starts now

fuck man, this is what happens when your poor, you have to become evil to succeed
but idgaf anymore people in my life always treat me like im the villain so why the fuck not
ill play devil

I really only fear my father, but ill have to get over that too
the old man cant put his hands on me hes too fucking old (hes turning 60 next month and me 19, im also taller by three inches so its over if he tries that shit)
so i can fuck him up if need be

the only MAIN concern is money
I need to live under my parents in order to survive cause i dont have a 9-5
so if I tell him - I dont like the school im at im dropping out to live with you
and he says no im fucked
ill have to do my last ditch plan and enlist in the Babylonian military which I dont want to because then Ill REALLY be a slave to the jews (not kidding, plus no hair failo)

long ass rant
to all high schoolers in here
GET A'S IN SCHOOL
DISOBEY YOUR PARENTS
YOU WILL LIVE HAPPIER THAN I DID
AND NTMAXX
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS
GET THE FUCK OF THIS FORUM IF YOURE UNDER 18

 

[maxilofailo]

inb4 dnrd you fucking disgusting nigger

 

[NotCarv]

Damn bro mental is fucked jeez

 

[NotCarv]

De attach from ur parents bro

 

[NarrowBones]

My dad still calls me good boy sometimes

 

[maxilofailo]

Damn bro mental is fucked jeez

It is unfortunately
Is what it is it’s only going to get worse
Then it’ll get better

Things have to get a lot worse before they get better

 

[maxilofailo]

My dad still calls me good boy sometimes

Good goy

 

[maxilofailo]

De attach from ur parents bro

Can’t do that without enough money to live on my own buddy boyo jfl

 

[NotCarv]

Can’t do that without enough money to live on my own buddy boyo jfl

just stop caring about them

 

[maxilofailo]

just stop caring about them

not until im done with school, then its fuck them

 

[Deleted member 62070]

if youre not at least softmaxxed you cant enjoy life

 

[dragomaxxer]

less thug and dark triad maxing and more schizopills bro wtf is going on here

 

[logicel369]

dnr + take test G