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I'm average looking. I've had a good childhood. No traumas and I've had at least 2 friends. Yet I'm cynical.
I've admitted cynicism is making my life harder, even more when it comes to relationships. I can't love anyone. I expect the worse from everyone.
I've had this attitude since I was a kid, to a less degree compared to nowadays but still that was present at such a young age.
I had no reasons to be cynical.
I wonder if there is a biological reason a person can be just like that. So I could cope about this. Like if it depends on genetics.
And If that is not normal and I might have experienced something that I don't remember that made me cynical.
To be honest I don't know what to do.
I've admitted cynicism is making my life harder, even more when it comes to relationships. I can't love anyone. I expect the worse from everyone.
I've had this attitude since I was a kid, to a less degree compared to nowadays but still that was present at such a young age.
I had no reasons to be cynical.
I wonder if there is a biological reason a person can be just like that. So I could cope about this. Like if it depends on genetics.
And If that is not normal and I might have experienced something that I don't remember that made me cynical.
To be honest I don't know what to do.
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