maxilofailo
magic in ascesion
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WARNING VERY LONG READ
Im tired of being a loser
and yesterday I realized that I truly was
@ the beginning of the month I noticed it
I was "falling off" as far as social circle and attention went
this month has been a shit month
in fact this year has been pretty shit ngl
and whats crazy was I was pretty exicted for this year
last year was actually not that bad compared to 21 and 22
it was pretty good one of my better years as of recent
so i was hyped going into 24 but so far its been utter shit cant cap
and yesterday was the last straw
i HAVE to retake the blue and red pill
I KNOW, those are copes
but i dont care
life is one big cope if you think about it
and with just the blackpill alone I'll never get out of the rut im in
FOUR YEARS AGO i became obese and struggled to get the weight off but yesterday opened my eyes
I felt empty this entire week, like I was wasting my life, and I always feel as though ppl take me as a joke (prob cause they do)
my oneitis from highschool, i saw her tiktok, shes in a loving, happy, healthy relationship with her BF, something I had a chance at but couldnt do
no going back to that
a girl wanted to go to prom with me but I was scared to ask her
no going back to that
and so much more
but I cant keep living like this
so today ive decided to change
with the end goal to not just ascend looks wise
but in overall life
and once I do
leave the forum
@TechnoBoss sensei thanks for the tips i know you think i wont do it cause im a dopamine addicted zoomer
but if I dont, then im fucked forever
the problem with ppl here is they only care about looks - this place can be good but can easily become a trap, just like any other form of social media
im still of the belief looks are the most important thing
but theyre not the only thing to life
you need to have your shit in order and the way Im going right now
Im gonna end up a fucking loser, a bigger on than I am already
yesterday was my last mcdonalds (and fast food/bad food in gen) meal
and my last time on tiktok
i just feel like a total joke
like I had a ton of potential and just wasted it
tired of being like this, so Im done
deleted my account on there as well to begin this process
Im tired of being a loser
and yesterday I realized that I truly was
@ the beginning of the month I noticed it
I was "falling off" as far as social circle and attention went
this month has been a shit month
in fact this year has been pretty shit ngl
and whats crazy was I was pretty exicted for this year
last year was actually not that bad compared to 21 and 22
it was pretty good one of my better years as of recent
so i was hyped going into 24 but so far its been utter shit cant cap
and yesterday was the last straw
i HAVE to retake the blue and red pill
I KNOW, those are copes
but i dont care
life is one big cope if you think about it
and with just the blackpill alone I'll never get out of the rut im in
FOUR YEARS AGO i became obese and struggled to get the weight off but yesterday opened my eyes
I felt empty this entire week, like I was wasting my life, and I always feel as though ppl take me as a joke (prob cause they do)
my oneitis from highschool, i saw her tiktok, shes in a loving, happy, healthy relationship with her BF, something I had a chance at but couldnt do
no going back to that
a girl wanted to go to prom with me but I was scared to ask her
no going back to that
and so much more
but I cant keep living like this
so today ive decided to change
with the end goal to not just ascend looks wise
but in overall life
and once I do
leave the forum
@TechnoBoss sensei thanks for the tips i know you think i wont do it cause im a dopamine addicted zoomer
but if I dont, then im fucked forever
the problem with ppl here is they only care about looks - this place can be good but can easily become a trap, just like any other form of social media
im still of the belief looks are the most important thing
but theyre not the only thing to life
you need to have your shit in order and the way Im going right now
Im gonna end up a fucking loser, a bigger on than I am already
yesterday was my last mcdonalds (and fast food/bad food in gen) meal
and my last time on tiktok
i just feel like a total joke
like I had a ton of potential and just wasted it
tired of being like this, so Im done
deleted my account on there as well to begin this process
