Youre never satisfied

[Bitchwhipper2]

Ive been here for over 2 years and am the best looking ive ever been, yet somehow the most insecure.

This obsession has slowly creeped up on me these past 2 year

I spend hours staring in the mirror trying to figure out whats wrong and I ruminate constantly trying to figure out if im ugly or not.

I honestly dont know what to do. I worried that if I stop obsessing I will become ugly leading to a lifetime of loneliness and if I keep obsessing it will ultimately ruin my life or drive me to suicide.

Its so fucking over

 

[Deleted member 18582]

75% chance you're just still ugly.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

75% chance you're just still ugly.

Im not. Ive had foids approach me multiple times

 

[Deleted member 18582]

Im not. Ive had foids approach me multiple times

girls approach guys regardless of looks level

 

[marek937]

U cant escape autism bro

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

girls approach guys regardless of looks level

So tell me how do I find out my looks level then

 

[Orc]

I'm happier with myself every year.

 

[Deleted member 18582]

So tell me how do I find out my looks level then

you just "know" tbh. after 8 years thats the conclusion ive come to.


try meditation. maybe you're mental. unlikely, but worth a shot.

 

[Orc]

So tell me how do I find out my looks level then

by not listening to coping social rejects on the internet, your results are your appearance level regardless of how good other men think your bones are.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

you just "know" tbh. after 8 years thats the conclusion ive come to.


try meditation. maybe you're mental. unlikely, but worth a shot.

Thing is that I have no clue.

I go from thinking of myself as a subhuman abomination to the most beautiful in the world

I'm happier with myself every year.

I feel good about myself most of the time by constant reassurance. But I dont think this is sustainable at all because the obsession becomes more intense with every day that passes
I have the urge to look in the mirror as im typing this to make sure im not ugly

 

[Foreverbrad]

It’s more just that foids standards are shooting up faster than the majority of us can looksmax.

 

[ang3l]

U cant escape autism bro

REAL

 

[Deleted member 14693]

Im not. Ive had foids approach me multiple times

fuck off Chad

 

[SA7]

Because life is meaningless kid

 

[flippasav]

I am never full and hungry for money

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

fuck off Chad

Thats kindof the point of the post.

When in a normal state of mind I believe im htn facially.
But I always have a nagging feeling of not being enough and its turned in out an obsession with the feelings of inadequacy.

My post has nothing to do with my actual looks, but instead the mental health issues which can affect people regardless of how good might they look

 

[Xavier]

Ive been here for over 2 years and am the best looking ive ever been, yet somehow the most insecure.

 

[Deleted member 18582]

Thats kindof the point of the post.

When in a normal state of mind I believe im htn facially.
But I always have a nagging feeling of not being enough and its turned in out an obsession with the feelings of inadequacy.

My post has nothing to do with my actual looks, but instead the mental health issues which can affect people regardless of how good might they look

do self-hypnosis and convince yourself of how gl you are tbh

if it doesn't work, you aren't gl, and your ambivalence regarding your appearance is actually just veiled knowledge of this information
if it does work, your bottleneck will no longer be mental health