RoyaleWithCheese
Ascend or Die
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No matter how hard I try, perhaps I will never be the type of guy who naturally has a good time at bars or parties. I will never understand the appeal of some mainstream interests like professional sports or soyjak Hollywood franchises. Is spending Friday night at the gym the ideal? No, but maybe it’s the best option for somebody whose only other options are drinking with losers or nutting into a tissue.
Why force yourself into a mold that grates against the very essence of who you are?
I’ve banged around 20 girls in the past year—And that’s not a brag because half of them were LTB—I only bring it up so I can mention that it did not make me happy whatsoever. There’s short term pleasure in casual sex but once it’s over I revert back to being a miserable rotter. It’s because I’m holding myself to an external standard of how a man is supposed to live. I’d have been better off spending that time training for a marathon or learning a programming language. Let’s face it, I’m never going to be Chad, but I can be a guy who is really good at something and earns $$$ and respect for it. The money can go towards saving for doing my own shit and getting surgeries. When I’ve reached my max potential then maybe i’ll be able to get a gf. In the meantime, i’ll accept being a depressed gymcel and work on moneymaxxing and niche statusmaxxing.
Why force yourself into a mold that grates against the very essence of who you are?
I’ve banged around 20 girls in the past year—And that’s not a brag because half of them were LTB—I only bring it up so I can mention that it did not make me happy whatsoever. There’s short term pleasure in casual sex but once it’s over I revert back to being a miserable rotter. It’s because I’m holding myself to an external standard of how a man is supposed to live. I’d have been better off spending that time training for a marathon or learning a programming language. Let’s face it, I’m never going to be Chad, but I can be a guy who is really good at something and earns $$$ and respect for it. The money can go towards saving for doing my own shit and getting surgeries. When I’ve reached my max potential then maybe i’ll be able to get a gf. In the meantime, i’ll accept being a depressed gymcel and work on moneymaxxing and niche statusmaxxing.