SHARK
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I remember when I was about to start college I was so ready for a new start. High school SUCKED, I missed out on teen love, but at least I had "the college experience" ahead of me.
Day 0: Orientation
Orientation was where a group of like 50 students stayed overnight on campus and during the day we would walk around and learn about the school. As I met other guys you could tell who was cool and who was incel from dude's biceps. Truecels had skinny arms and Chads had popping biceps out of their shirts.
As predicted, Stacies and Chads naturally grouped together, and I remember lying in bed at night listening to Stacy's & Chads in the dorm room across from me laughing, screaming, blasting music, and eventually fucking I'd imagine. Suifuel. My roommate for the night was a curry and he tried to socialmaxx cope but even he had to lie in bed in our silent room listening to the Chads and Stacy's having the time of their lives. (Lifefuel for manlets: Chad was like 5'9" but he had blue pretty boy eyes)
Day 1: Move In Day
At move in day we all set up our rooms, met our roommates, and at like 5 oclock went to the stadium to listen to the school president speak. While I was sitting I looked in front of me and *SNAP* a stacy took a snapchat selfie of herself with me autisticly staring in the background. Seeing my face was suifuel. 2 minutes later I look down and *SNAP* I got caught AGAIN looking at the camera in her snapchat selfie. At that point I thought she was just making fun of me and putting me in on purpose. Suifuel.
Fall
One day while waiting in the hallway for our professor to show up, 6'6" jacked gigachad walks by. No big deal. Big guy, whatever.
2 Minutes Later
Gigachad: Hey my name's Chad nice to meet you
Stacy: Hi I'm Stacy *Shakes Hand*
Gigachad: So you're a freshman? Cool. Let me get your number and we can hang out
*Stacy gives number
The rest of our 1 hour lecture was Stacy laughing, freaking out over how this guy approached her. Her group of friends were screeching like animals. What a fucking easy life. Imagine having a Victoria's Secret model walk up to you and ask for your number. That's what these girls' life is like. Unimaginable.
Thursday Night
Almost the weekend. Just gotta do my homework that's due tomorrow, and get a good night's sleep for class in the morning.... "HAHAHA!!" What? "Teehee!!" What? WTF is that? "Teehee omg!" It's coming from outside.
I look outside my window at 2am on a Thursday night, and there are a group of Stacies in their miniskirts coming back from some party. "WTF but don't they have class tomorrow?" Yep. And they'll still have a better post-college life than you, SHARK. Suifuel.
Get Involved and Join Clubs!
There's a day on campus when all the clubs have a table set up to show off what they do and you can sign up. So to "get involved! " I go and sign up for a bunch. Next week I go to our first meeting. And everyone is there with their own group of friends. And they just talk to their group of friends. And don't talk to you. And then you walk back to your dorm alone and looking at the stars wondering about life. Suifuel.
Brutal Blackpills That Destroyed My Esteem
1) Me and manletcel ricecel work with two girls on group project. It was pathetic now that I think about it. Those 2 girls got the 2 least sexually desirable males in the class in their group. Anyways.
So we're on our laptops on the couch in our floor lobby, and all of the sudden girl A talks to girl B about who she thinks is hot on our floor. RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE LIKE I DON'T EXIST.
2nd blackpill was this girl's demeanor around me vs Chad. As we finished up our project, girl A had the typical deep, platonic, monotone voice. When we finished our work and Chad showed up at the elevator, girl A becomes a high pitched voiced squeak. Acting all polite and nice, even though she's a bitch around me. BRUTAL.
2) I'm walking by myself at like 8am on a Saturday to get somewhere. SUV pulls up and 40 year old ex-frat bro asks me if I know anywhere to buy beer. Since I have no social life, I'm like "uh no not at this hour" and then this douche says "You don't look like a guy that's into the drinking party life anyway." I give off a fake laugh and continue walking depressed.
3) My hair is a mess so I decide at the last second to put on a hat for class. As I walked to class, I crossed the street on the crosswalk and then some black dude yell's out from his car "You look retarded with that hat bro wtf is that!" I keep walking like I didn't hear him. I did.
Spring: The LDAR
After a few months in the spring semester, I quit. I just said fuck it. I didn't make a single good friend at that point, had to walk by girls in spandex shorts every day just to rub it in. So I gave up. I didn't bother eating in the cafeteria cuz I didn't want to see people.
My Daily Schedule: Wake up at 12:30, go get a box of donuts at the snack shop, lie in bed watching youtube and twitch eating donuts, 9pm go get another snack like oreos, eat those with Youtube & Twitch until 2am, go to sleep. Repeat. Never went to class.
I calculated that I spent around 23:40 a day in my dorm room. Only time's I left were to shower, piss/poop, and buy a box of donuts real quick. I didn't even brush my teeth for like 2 months jfl. But it didn't matter cuz I didn't interact with anyone anyway.
I failed the semester, tried to give it a go the next Fall, but ultimately inceldom and isolation had defeated me. After the first week of class I gave up again, and dropped out mid semester. My roommate didn't even say bye to me. He was napping while I took all my stuff out to the car and never came back.
Currently I'm at community college trying to get good grades to get back into my old university. If I go back I'll probably get depressed again, but my parents want me to finish college. I decided to choose an easy major over my passion of engineering, because I know inceldom will demotivate me too much to keep up with the rigor of engineering studies.
Dear Incels:
College will destroy you. You will get mogged like never before. 6'5" gigachads walk by you making you feel like inferior scum. Girls walk around in spandex shorts and miniskirts, but you just have to stare and accept you will NEVER get to touch that. You will be trying to sleep at 2am for an exam and hear a group of stacies screaming outside coming back from a frat party. It's BRUTAL. I don't know how ugly guys get through it. Maybe it's the bluepill motivating them to get a good job to attract girls. idk.
I don't want to be the reason some incel doesn't go to college and is stuck poor. I just wanted to vent. If you read all of this, thanks.
Day 0: Orientation
Orientation was where a group of like 50 students stayed overnight on campus and during the day we would walk around and learn about the school. As I met other guys you could tell who was cool and who was incel from dude's biceps. Truecels had skinny arms and Chads had popping biceps out of their shirts.
As predicted, Stacies and Chads naturally grouped together, and I remember lying in bed at night listening to Stacy's & Chads in the dorm room across from me laughing, screaming, blasting music, and eventually fucking I'd imagine. Suifuel. My roommate for the night was a curry and he tried to socialmaxx cope but even he had to lie in bed in our silent room listening to the Chads and Stacy's having the time of their lives. (Lifefuel for manlets: Chad was like 5'9" but he had blue pretty boy eyes)
Day 1: Move In Day
At move in day we all set up our rooms, met our roommates, and at like 5 oclock went to the stadium to listen to the school president speak. While I was sitting I looked in front of me and *SNAP* a stacy took a snapchat selfie of herself with me autisticly staring in the background. Seeing my face was suifuel. 2 minutes later I look down and *SNAP* I got caught AGAIN looking at the camera in her snapchat selfie. At that point I thought she was just making fun of me and putting me in on purpose. Suifuel.
Fall
One day while waiting in the hallway for our professor to show up, 6'6" jacked gigachad walks by. No big deal. Big guy, whatever.
2 Minutes Later
Gigachad: Hey my name's Chad nice to meet you
Stacy: Hi I'm Stacy *Shakes Hand*
Gigachad: So you're a freshman? Cool. Let me get your number and we can hang out
*Stacy gives number
The rest of our 1 hour lecture was Stacy laughing, freaking out over how this guy approached her. Her group of friends were screeching like animals. What a fucking easy life. Imagine having a Victoria's Secret model walk up to you and ask for your number. That's what these girls' life is like. Unimaginable.
Thursday Night
Almost the weekend. Just gotta do my homework that's due tomorrow, and get a good night's sleep for class in the morning.... "HAHAHA!!" What? "Teehee!!" What? WTF is that? "Teehee omg!" It's coming from outside.
I look outside my window at 2am on a Thursday night, and there are a group of Stacies in their miniskirts coming back from some party. "WTF but don't they have class tomorrow?" Yep. And they'll still have a better post-college life than you, SHARK. Suifuel.
Get Involved and Join Clubs!
There's a day on campus when all the clubs have a table set up to show off what they do and you can sign up. So to "get involved! " I go and sign up for a bunch. Next week I go to our first meeting. And everyone is there with their own group of friends. And they just talk to their group of friends. And don't talk to you. And then you walk back to your dorm alone and looking at the stars wondering about life. Suifuel.
Brutal Blackpills That Destroyed My Esteem
1) Me and manletcel ricecel work with two girls on group project. It was pathetic now that I think about it. Those 2 girls got the 2 least sexually desirable males in the class in their group. Anyways.
So we're on our laptops on the couch in our floor lobby, and all of the sudden girl A talks to girl B about who she thinks is hot on our floor. RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE LIKE I DON'T EXIST.
2nd blackpill was this girl's demeanor around me vs Chad. As we finished up our project, girl A had the typical deep, platonic, monotone voice. When we finished our work and Chad showed up at the elevator, girl A becomes a high pitched voiced squeak. Acting all polite and nice, even though she's a bitch around me. BRUTAL.
2) I'm walking by myself at like 8am on a Saturday to get somewhere. SUV pulls up and 40 year old ex-frat bro asks me if I know anywhere to buy beer. Since I have no social life, I'm like "uh no not at this hour" and then this douche says "You don't look like a guy that's into the drinking party life anyway." I give off a fake laugh and continue walking depressed.
3) My hair is a mess so I decide at the last second to put on a hat for class. As I walked to class, I crossed the street on the crosswalk and then some black dude yell's out from his car "You look retarded with that hat bro wtf is that!" I keep walking like I didn't hear him. I did.
Spring: The LDAR
After a few months in the spring semester, I quit. I just said fuck it. I didn't make a single good friend at that point, had to walk by girls in spandex shorts every day just to rub it in. So I gave up. I didn't bother eating in the cafeteria cuz I didn't want to see people.
My Daily Schedule: Wake up at 12:30, go get a box of donuts at the snack shop, lie in bed watching youtube and twitch eating donuts, 9pm go get another snack like oreos, eat those with Youtube & Twitch until 2am, go to sleep. Repeat. Never went to class.
I calculated that I spent around 23:40 a day in my dorm room. Only time's I left were to shower, piss/poop, and buy a box of donuts real quick. I didn't even brush my teeth for like 2 months jfl. But it didn't matter cuz I didn't interact with anyone anyway.
I failed the semester, tried to give it a go the next Fall, but ultimately inceldom and isolation had defeated me. After the first week of class I gave up again, and dropped out mid semester. My roommate didn't even say bye to me. He was napping while I took all my stuff out to the car and never came back.
Currently I'm at community college trying to get good grades to get back into my old university. If I go back I'll probably get depressed again, but my parents want me to finish college. I decided to choose an easy major over my passion of engineering, because I know inceldom will demotivate me too much to keep up with the rigor of engineering studies.
Dear Incels:
College will destroy you. You will get mogged like never before. 6'5" gigachads walk by you making you feel like inferior scum. Girls walk around in spandex shorts and miniskirts, but you just have to stare and accept you will NEVER get to touch that. You will be trying to sleep at 2am for an exam and hear a group of stacies screaming outside coming back from a frat party. It's BRUTAL. I don't know how ugly guys get through it. Maybe it's the bluepill motivating them to get a good job to attract girls. idk.
I don't want to be the reason some incel doesn't go to college and is stuck poor. I just wanted to vent. If you read all of this, thanks.