incel194012940
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3 weeks ago:
Professor to me: “You there in the back, do you know what (boring problem on the blackboard)”
My response: “No”
duration of eye contact: 1.5 seconds
1 month ago:
Emergency run to pharmacy (Shipment of Red Bull was delayed)
Cashier: your card was declined (it wasn’t activated)
Me: ahhh
I pull out my debit card (payment successful)
Cashier: would you like your receipt?
Me: (no), have a nice day
Cashier: yup, you too (weakly)
result: mild reduction in my mood for around 2 minutes
duration of eye contact: 0 seconds
1.5 months ago:
During wageslaving an attractive htb that looked late 20s asked me for directions to an office
she makes eye contact and thanks me in an animated tone
duration of eye contact: 3-4 seconds
Result: dopamine (I am a cuck but so are you)
2 months ago:
LTB-MTB attempts to talk to me (I am the most attractive in the group project)
“Incel194012940, (cringe joke), chuckle”
My response: somewhat audible exhale through the nostrils, immediately followed by “hmm(ph)”
I was busy thinking about being incel and brooding during the Roman-Parthian wars, although the scenery of my fantasy more closely resembled Bactria (very engrossing)
duration of eye contact: 0 seconds
2 months ago:
Coworker asks me direct question. I answer as if it was a male who asked the question (male instinct is to smile-cuck when talking to a female)
This would be the first and only time I make eye contact. She has attempted more subtly to get me to acknowledge her, with the most blatant being saying “thank you” in a sultry sounding whisper while passing me. (I didn’t turn on an industrial machine)
I said “yup” in a slightly more defensive voice than normal but not as much as if they were someone I actively dislike
result: I discover she is not stacy (she has large breasts so my brain filled in an attractive face in peripheral vision. She looks like that red pill grifter girl with the tattoos who used to be popular.
duration of eye contact: 5-10 seconds*
*footnote: included a nod during listening process
4 months ago
I was put into a position where the most comfortable place to LDAR was on college campus
LTB with athletic body with a slight prominence to ass and tits (attractive) asks for my Snapchat while I am browsing off-topic.org. We have small talk and she laugh at an intentionally weak joke I make as a test.
duration of eye contact: up to a minute
Result: I was friendly but did not add her back when she left.
Rationale:
She did not complement me (I’m not chad to her)
Sex (if) is cope, it’s about LOOKS. God put me on earth to looksmax, not contract STDs
My dick is below 8 inches
6 months ago:
Mother’s friend is in sitting room next to the stairs. I was reading about biological debates so I did not go down for hours, until I wanted to go hike.
I give a saccharine greeting in my ethnic language to her halfway down the stairs and smile.
She smiles back and reciprocates. She then compliments my face and height.
result: I feel superior to her subhuman offspring, the faint mogging feeling was a mild mood and endurance booster
Duration of eye contact: 2 seconds
Professor to me: “You there in the back, do you know what (boring problem on the blackboard)”
My response: “No”
duration of eye contact: 1.5 seconds
1 month ago:
Emergency run to pharmacy (Shipment of Red Bull was delayed)
Cashier: your card was declined (it wasn’t activated)
Me: ahhh
I pull out my debit card (payment successful)
Cashier: would you like your receipt?
Me: (no), have a nice day
Cashier: yup, you too (weakly)
result: mild reduction in my mood for around 2 minutes
duration of eye contact: 0 seconds
1.5 months ago:
During wageslaving an attractive htb that looked late 20s asked me for directions to an office
she makes eye contact and thanks me in an animated tone
duration of eye contact: 3-4 seconds
Result: dopamine (I am a cuck but so are you)
2 months ago:
LTB-MTB attempts to talk to me (I am the most attractive in the group project)
“Incel194012940, (cringe joke), chuckle”
My response: somewhat audible exhale through the nostrils, immediately followed by “hmm(ph)”
I was busy thinking about being incel and brooding during the Roman-Parthian wars, although the scenery of my fantasy more closely resembled Bactria (very engrossing)
duration of eye contact: 0 seconds
2 months ago:
Coworker asks me direct question. I answer as if it was a male who asked the question (male instinct is to smile-cuck when talking to a female)
This would be the first and only time I make eye contact. She has attempted more subtly to get me to acknowledge her, with the most blatant being saying “thank you” in a sultry sounding whisper while passing me. (I didn’t turn on an industrial machine)
I said “yup” in a slightly more defensive voice than normal but not as much as if they were someone I actively dislike
result: I discover she is not stacy (she has large breasts so my brain filled in an attractive face in peripheral vision. She looks like that red pill grifter girl with the tattoos who used to be popular.
duration of eye contact: 5-10 seconds*
*footnote: included a nod during listening process
4 months ago
I was put into a position where the most comfortable place to LDAR was on college campus
LTB with athletic body with a slight prominence to ass and tits (attractive) asks for my Snapchat while I am browsing off-topic.org. We have small talk and she laugh at an intentionally weak joke I make as a test.
duration of eye contact: up to a minute
Result: I was friendly but did not add her back when she left.
Rationale:
She did not complement me (I’m not chad to her)
Sex (if) is cope, it’s about LOOKS. God put me on earth to looksmax, not contract STDs
My dick is below 8 inches
6 months ago:
Mother’s friend is in sitting room next to the stairs. I was reading about biological debates so I did not go down for hours, until I wanted to go hike.
I give a saccharine greeting in my ethnic language to her halfway down the stairs and smile.
She smiles back and reciprocates. She then compliments my face and height.
result: I feel superior to her subhuman offspring, the faint mogging feeling was a mild mood and endurance booster
Duration of eye contact: 2 seconds
