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Deleted member 30611
Bangkokcel
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You go outside and see nothing but a fucking genetics constantly mogging each other and it gives you fucking pain and depression, really, how can you cope with all this bullshit that being throw into your life? It makes no sense why I am being-throw into the world just to experience suffering and pain my whole life. I don't laugh anymore I can only be aware this darkness roaming around my psyche, It's like a constant never ending negating void. Chad gets to ravage my oneitis 24/7 while Im here looksmaxxing to trynna just be average. Fucking brutal, I can't cope anymore. My whole life is fucking stupid, I have no father to teach me masculinity, I'm a fat fuck, a people pleaser my whole adolescence years, everybody bullied me for my disgusting looks and even I got slim I have to deal with other inferiority from my sub- 2 genetics. No one loves me except my parent, my grandma, and my brother. I hate normie so much, wish I could just go full monk-neet without experiencing my biological suffering or any depression from not interacting with others for the rest of my entire life. My psyche don't want their recognition yet If I don't do that then my body will punish me, I can't cope anymore. ITSOVEERRRRRRRRR