noodlelover
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Saw a pretty girl at the gym today. She's probably my looks match, but in 2024 you don't get your looks max unless you have a decent job/good money.
I tried to let her know I was interested by glancing in her direction periodically. She avoided looking at me.
Anyways, every time this happens I feel sad for about a day, even when I try to make myself feel happy. Hopefully meditation helps.
Most of the time, it's fat ugly people in my gym and they don't make me feel sad. Beautiful women are so perfect and so painful. She was talking with her friends and she seemed goofy awkward and fun like me, similar body type but a woman.
What do you do about this?
I tried to let her know I was interested by glancing in her direction periodically. She avoided looking at me.
Anyways, every time this happens I feel sad for about a day, even when I try to make myself feel happy. Hopefully meditation helps.
Most of the time, it's fat ugly people in my gym and they don't make me feel sad. Beautiful women are so perfect and so painful. She was talking with her friends and she seemed goofy awkward and fun like me, similar body type but a woman.
What do you do about this?