InnerVoid
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i felt dead after that. i just knew she was never gonna respond and knowing that devastated me. and the fact that the other girls ghosted me made it even worse.
i remember coping by going to the beach with a 35 yo goblina. There wasnt a single second while i was with her that i didnt wish i could be my oneitis instead. I kept having visions of her sitting there, in her sexy swimwear (whatever its called) reading her book while im on my phone looking at bass guitars im not gonna buy. but instead, i had a subhuman.
the only times when i feel a bit less dead is when im thinking about her and even that is a struggle cuz its been a really long time and the memories are almost gone. its been a nightmare since i last saw her. She was the only person that made me feel NT and the only person that understood me.
i remember coping by going to the beach with a 35 yo goblina. There wasnt a single second while i was with her that i didnt wish i could be my oneitis instead. I kept having visions of her sitting there, in her sexy swimwear (whatever its called) reading her book while im on my phone looking at bass guitars im not gonna buy. but instead, i had a subhuman.
the only times when i feel a bit less dead is when im thinking about her and even that is a struggle cuz its been a really long time and the memories are almost gone. its been a nightmare since i last saw her. She was the only person that made me feel NT and the only person that understood me.