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Gynomaster
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Depression is my biggest min and it has been for years. It truly is affecting my relationships with friends/women. I have this issue where I can meet women and have good relationships with them within a couple of weeks/months of me feeling happy because of the oxytocin they give me but eventually, it wears off and the depression always comes back and they can sense it and slowly we grow apart because of it.
Every single woman I've ever been with has told me that I am mysterious at the beginning of the relationship but eventually, they find out it's not being mysterious it's just because I'm a depressed loser who feels pleasure in nothing eventually not even her.
The thing is I do not have much to be depressed about I have money, I look decent, I have a shredded muscular physique rn, and I don't have any issues with women like I did during puberty because I had severe acne back then that cleared up. My issue is keeping them interested because there is nothing interesting about a depressed monotone person.
I'm 20 now and I truly believe if I can't fix my mental state I will end up alone. If anyone has any serious recommendations drop them below. Ive been thinking about SSRIs lately but I'm afraid my libido will not exist anymore after taking them since its already low due to my mental.
Venting to much, you guys can call me a bitch now
Every single woman I've ever been with has told me that I am mysterious at the beginning of the relationship but eventually, they find out it's not being mysterious it's just because I'm a depressed loser who feels pleasure in nothing eventually not even her.
The thing is I do not have much to be depressed about I have money, I look decent, I have a shredded muscular physique rn, and I don't have any issues with women like I did during puberty because I had severe acne back then that cleared up. My issue is keeping them interested because there is nothing interesting about a depressed monotone person.
I'm 20 now and I truly believe if I can't fix my mental state I will end up alone. If anyone has any serious recommendations drop them below. Ive been thinking about SSRIs lately but I'm afraid my libido will not exist anymore after taking them since its already low due to my mental.
Venting to much, you guys can call me a bitch now