MoggerGaston
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A lot of shitty compulsive thoughts like:
-If I didn't have a solid, supportive, fun friend-group in the past? Why would I ever get one in the future? Stop trying.
-If I didn't really have a girlfriend/FwB in the past, why would I ever have it in the future? Give up.
-If I wasn't attractive before, why would I ever be in the future? You are ugly.
And this leads to legit self-sabotage when I come across girls that I could date, guys that I could chill with and the looksmaxxing that I am planning.
I am stuck in the fucking past. My ideas on life, due to my negative past, only further sabotage my life quality in the future.
brutal
Tonight got a good rave planned on MDMA, I think I will have a great time ngl, hope to get some self-love in my brain again.
MDMA usually pulls through, only had 1 bad trip in my life so far.
GIve myself some peace, chill.
-If I didn't have a solid, supportive, fun friend-group in the past? Why would I ever get one in the future? Stop trying.
-If I didn't really have a girlfriend/FwB in the past, why would I ever have it in the future? Give up.
-If I wasn't attractive before, why would I ever be in the future? You are ugly.
And this leads to legit self-sabotage when I come across girls that I could date, guys that I could chill with and the looksmaxxing that I am planning.
I am stuck in the fucking past. My ideas on life, due to my negative past, only further sabotage my life quality in the future.
brutal
Tonight got a good rave planned on MDMA, I think I will have a great time ngl, hope to get some self-love in my brain again.
MDMA usually pulls through, only had 1 bad trip in my life so far.
GIve myself some peace, chill.
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