I can only conclude that I am fundamentally fucking revolting

[Slayer]

Like sewer goblin level of disgusting to behold. Yet I've somehow managed to delude myself into thinking I resemble a normal, even mildly attractive human being, fucking lmao.

In hindsight every time I thought a girl liked me no matter how overt I thought it was, it must have all just been a cruel prank

There is no other explanation. Time and time again whenever I'm put into an unfettered social situation I've only ever faced isolation or tolerance at best. Chatty, quiet, doesn't fucking matter what I say or how I act, same result each time. I've yet to meet someone uglier or more boring or otherwise who doesn't lifemog me to utter shit. You can only cope and deny the obvious for so long when you see the same thing play out over and over.

I am literally worse than every other human in every single conceivable way. Every constituent cell in my body is biological waste. My only wish is that someone would have told it straight to my face instead of letting me figure it out myself like this.

This is my final thread on this shithole. If you ever want to feel better about yourself, just use me as a comparison. At least then my existence isn't completely wasted.

 

[kwacker777]

Check for autism

 

[Slayer]

fucking christ I am sickened with myself

if I wasn't such a high inhib dog I'd just post my face and let all the indian teenagers here give me a final third party objective confirmation of how over it is

 

[Deleted member 21345]

Worse than him?

 

[Slayer]

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My first instinct is to say no but I might as well be. My life experience speaks for itself.

 

[Skywalker]

imagine being that mentally ill lel

 

[chosen-one]

fucking christ I am sickened with myself

if I wasn't such a high inhib dog I'd just post my face and let all the indian teenagers here give me a final third party objective confirmation of how over it is

well it sounds like you have at least somehting to lose then right? If your a high inhib you can’t just afford to put ur face here.

Id say beta buxx the hottest chick possible that you can and hope ur kids come out good looking

 

[Deleted member 21345]

My first instinct is to say no but I might as well be. My life experience speaks for itself.

Brutal

I knew a lookism poster with similar experiences

Went through college constantly abused by normies and foids with horrid results

Not egregiously ugly, but enough to be repulsive to foids

It's a rough life for sure

 

[Slayer]

imagine being that mentally ill lel

How do you argue with my own lived experience. I am a literal bottom 1% social aberration. Serial killers, sociopaths, and certified retards have more social and sexual success than me

 

[Slayer]

Not egregiously ugly, but enough to be repulsive to foids

Yeah maybe it's this. Like there's something "off" in a physiognomy sense about my face that sets off alarm bells in people's heads

 

[lonelycurry]

2 options. kill yourself or rape.

 

[Slayer]

2 options. kill yourself or rape.

too high inhib for both

 

[Deleted member 50253]

Like sewer goblin level of disgusting to behold. Yet I've somehow managed to delude myself into thinking I resemble a normal, even mildly attractive human being, fucking lmao.

In hindsight every time I thought a girl liked me no matter how overt I thought it was, it must have all just been a cruel prank

There is no other explanation. Time and time again whenever I'm put into an unfettered social situation I've only ever faced isolation or tolerance at best. Chatty, quiet, doesn't fucking matter what I say or how I act, same result each time. I've yet to meet someone uglier or more boring or otherwise who doesn't lifemog me to utter shit. You can only cope and deny the obvious for so long when you see the same thing play out over and over.

I am literally worse than every other human in every single conceivable way. Every constituent cell in my body is biological waste. My only wish is that someone would have told it straight to my face instead of letting me figure it out myself like this.

This is my final thread on this shithole. If you ever want to feel better about yourself, just use me as a comparison. At least then my existence isn't completely wasted.

Fuck it dude, I would ldar and goon and then eventually drift off into the void

 

[redmaxx]

fucking christ I am sickened with myself

if I wasn't such a high inhib dog I'd just post my face and let all the indian teenagers here give me a final third party objective confirmation of how over it is

I'm too curious
PM pics

 

[Polar]

brutal. read some of ur threads and ur life does indeed seem suicide inducing. hope it gets better for you pal

 

[Slayer]

read some of ur threads

would not recommend

 

[Deleted member 40471]

Mind sharing some stories how bad it is

No way you look like this

 

[Spiritualcell]

If you're unsure whether the root of your problems is related to your appearance or something more internal, I would highly recommend that you post your face in the rating thread. Think about; If you don't, you will probably never get an accurate assessment of your appearance.

You can use IMGUR, that way you can delete the picture when you want.

 

[Slayer]

Mind sharing some stories how bad it is

It's hard to recall specific ones on the spot but to summarize I am basically a ghost to people. Barely worth acknowledging. Whenever people do reach out in person or onlien it's either to use me for something or as a fake sympathy thing.

I guess a good example is how recently at my new job (restaurant host jfl) I was running the to-go station and it was slow as fuck so everyone else was just chatting around the main host station while I was left to stand there like an idiot. Then one of them walks up to me and the very first words out of her mouth are something to the effect of "I'm just talking to you because I'm bored."

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No way you look like this

Yeah again I really want to say no but my lived experience is not that of a normal human being.

 

[Slayer]

I'm too curious
PM pics

If you're unsure whether the root of your problems is related to your appearance or something more internal, I would highly recommend that you post your face in the rating thread. Think about; If you don't, you will probably never get an accurate assessment of your appearance.

You can use IMGUR, that way you can delete the picture when you want.

only eye area but:

 

[emeraldglass]

Like sewer goblin level of disgusting to behold. Yet I've somehow managed to delude myself into thinking I resemble a normal, even mildly attractive human being, fucking lmao.

In hindsight every time I thought a girl liked me no matter how overt I thought it was, it must have all just been a cruel prank

There is no other explanation. Time and time again whenever I'm put into an unfettered social situation I've only ever faced isolation or tolerance at best. Chatty, quiet, doesn't fucking matter what I say or how I act, same result each time. I've yet to meet someone uglier or more boring or otherwise who doesn't lifemog me to utter shit. You can only cope and deny the obvious for so long when you see the same thing play out over and over.

I am literally worse than every other human in every single conceivable way. Every constituent cell in my body is biological waste. My only wish is that someone would have told it straight to my face instead of letting me figure it out myself like this.

This is my final thread on this shithole. If you ever want to feel better about yourself, just use me as a comparison. At least then my existence isn't completely wasted.

Send pic in pm

 

[Spiritualcell]

only eye area but:

Looks like this one femboy/tranny I was jacking off to.

 

[Polar]

It's hard to recall specific ones on the spot but to summarize I am basically a ghost to people. Barely worth acknowledging. Whenever people do reach out in person or onlien it's either to use me for something or as a fake sympathy thing.

I guess a good example is how recently at my new job (restaurant host jfl) I was running the to-go station and it was slow as fuck so everyone else was just chatting around the main host station while I was left to stand there like an idiot. Then one of them walks up to me and the very first words out of her mouth are something to the effect of "I'm just talking to you because I'm bored."

Yeah again I really want to say no but my lived experience is not that of a normal human being.

200 mg of vorinostat every 3-4 days + 150 mg pregabalin on special occasions asap

 

[Deleted member 29167]

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hahah since when did website find out about this truecel i remember him from the .org discord

 

[redmaxx]

only eye area but:

Looks quite normal to me

 

[Krakowski]

 

[Deleted member 29167]

only eye area but:

your eyes arent even bad, you probably have a shit jaw with a long philtrum

 

[Slayer]

your eyes arent even bad, you probably have a shit jaw with a long philtrum

Looks quite normal to me

I'll post my full face in ratings later today

 

[Deleted member 29167]

I'll post my full face in ratings later today

just do it now stop being a pussy

also do it with imgur or you'll regret it

 

[Slayer]

just do it now stop being a pussy

also do it with imgur or you'll regret it

I gotta go shower and shit I'm running off 3 hours of sleep

 

[Matthias8272]

200 mg of vorinostat every 3-4 days + 150 mg pregabalin on special occasions asap

Do you know where to get vorinostat after Izan on longe stopped selling it?

 

[mogstars]

2 options. kill yourself or rape.

or just get rich nigga