I can't FUCKING LIVE NO MORE FUCKKKKKK i need help so bad

[inwardgonionscel]

Damn people out here are really thinking about how to attract girls while i can't look at girls in the eyes nor talk to them, and in every school i go (3 since elementary school) i'm always the one that has the less rizz pretty much inexistant, no money, ugly clothes, goofy looking, not respected, not taken seriuously, never go out, don't know how to socialise, don't think like others and pretty much neurodivergent i'm legit autistic i told my mom a little about how i view people the world and life in general and she legit told me that if she wasn't my mom she wouldn't talk to me and would avoid me, fuck they always knew i was an unhappy piece of shit but didn't know i had so low confidence, no friends no nothing.. Damn that world is really fucked up, all my brain can tolerate is to learn to pick up nuts and berries not to deal with all those social stuff fffuyuuuuuyyyyyyckckckkckckckckgkg fucking assholes people always laugh at my face disrepect me i'm not joking i always had Bad fucking ideas in my head but never acted upon them like except twice where i followed some assholes home they didn't caught me jlf i fucked the tires of the car of one of them but did nothing to the other yooooooouuuuu fuckiiiiiiiiiing assholes i'm tired of people disrepecting me and mogging me in every fucking aspect of life i'm a genetic trash one day i'll kill all of the niggers that disrepect me krkrekkekeekkeekkeke i'm fucking about to explode agagagagagagah why meeeeeeeeeee all people around me are gl have money good parents and happy overall i'm the only fucking little shit non NT depressed autistic fuck at 15 whyyyyyy do i have to do all this people don't have to looksmaxx they just exist and get girlfriends clothes happiness i'm the fucking only fucking fuckiiiiiiiiiing fucking fucking lelekekeke one that is like that iziajzzjjzzjzj one day they will all see how do they dare laugh at me insult my mom try to bully me fucking assholes they will see they will see they will seeeeee if only i knew was life was this lame and it's not some fantasy with superpowers and happiness all around i would have killed myself when i was i kid at least i wouldn't go to hell now i can't kill myself i'm 15 not a kid anymore or i'll go to hell, life is all looks, luck and delusion there's a fucking car with the fight club music next to me as i type this too fucking i would rather have delusional than be this fucked up

 

[Deleted member 24712]

dnrd

 

[inwardgonionscel]

dnrd

What does that mean

 

[Itsnotmeiswear]

sometimes finding the blackpill is a curse

 

[Deleted member 24712]

What does that mean

 

[unknownducks]

start moneymaxxing maybe people will respect you more

 

[finn899]

i just know you live in the netherlands

 

[inwardgonionscel]

i just know you live in the netherlands

Belgium, similar

 

[inwardgonionscel]

Ur one of them

 

[Asspear]

Unfortunately for those like you, your problems are far more mental than they are physical. Until you change your worldview, nothing will change for you. You have to want to be better to be better. You're also 15, you've got plenty of time. Keep calm.

 

[finn899]

Belgium, similar

nigga its because your in a deppresing,terrible country just save and move out when your 18,it sounds like your mom is a bad infuence to if she actually told you she would ignore you

 

[finn899]

Unfortunately for those like you, your problems are far more mental than they are physical. Until you change your worldview, nothing will change for you. You have to want to be better to be better. You're also 15, you've got plenty of time. Keep calm.

facts if he doesnt delete this site,and stop walking around with hood up squint maxing like hes a model its actually gonna be over for him

 

[shabby890]

You look fine for a 15 year old dude

 

[inwardgonionscel]

start moneymaxxing maybe people will respect you more

That's what i'm trying to do but i don't even have the luck to find a job while all my friends found jobs and are making a shit ton of money + parents money, another proof of my inferiority

 

[Napoleon1800]

Damn people out here are really thinking about how to attract girls while i can't look at girls in the eyes nor talk to them, and in every school i go (3 since elementary school) i'm always the one that has the less rizz pretty much inexistant, no money, ugly clothes, goofy looking, not respected, not taken seriuously, never go out, don't know how to socialise, don't think like others and pretty much neurodivergent i'm legit autistic i told my mom a little about how i view people the world and life in general and she legit told me that if she wasn't my mom she wouldn't talk to me and would avoid me, fuck they always knew i was an unhappy piece of shit but didn't know i had so low confidence, no friends no nothing.. Damn that world is really fucked up, all my brain can tolerate is to learn to pick up nuts and berries not to deal with all those social stuff fffuyuuuuuyyyyyyckckckkckckckckgkg fucking assholes people always laugh at my face disrepect me i'm not joking i always had Bad fucking ideas in my head but never acted upon them like except twice where i followed some assholes home they didn't caught me jlf i fucked the tires of the car of one of them but did nothing to the other yooooooouuuuu fuckiiiiiiiiiing assholes i'm tired of people disrepecting me and mogging me in every fucking aspect of life i'm a genetic trash one day i'll kill all of the niggers that disrepect me krkrekkekeekkeekkeke i'm fucking about to explode agagagagagagah why meeeeeeeeeee all people around me are gl have money good parents and happy overall i'm the only fucking little shit non NT depressed autistic fuck at 15 whyyyyyy do i have to do all this people don't have to looksmaxx they just exist and get girlfriends clothes happiness i'm the fucking only fucking fuckiiiiiiiiiing fucking fucking lelekekeke one that is like that iziajzzjjzzjzj one day they will all see how do they dare laugh at me insult my mom try to bully me fucking assholes they will see they will see they will seeeeee if only i knew was life was this lame and it's not some fantasy with superpowers and happiness all around i would have killed myself when i was i kid at least i wouldn't go to hell now i can't kill myself i'm 15 not a kid anymore or i'll go to hell, life is all looks, luck and delusion there's a fucking car with the fight club music next to me as i type this too fucking i would rather have delusional than be this fucked up

Low trust school shooter pheno sadly
Similarly to me

Me and you are similar except you mog me due to not being deformed

 

[inwardgonionscel]

You look fine for a 15 year old dude

Idk bro i'm treated like the biggest of subhumans from some reason, i try to be NT talk to people be funny and stuff which works sometimes but deep down i know i'm far from being good enough and fucking assholes where i live and pretty all the western europe + Us people makes you feel that you're a little shit probably all the capitalist countries tbh. I think ur the Guy that told me my collagen is rebost enough for my hair and facial hair growth project but know i'm scared look a this cuck collagen naso folds and shi at 15

 

[TB1997]

Every word that you speak is self-hypnosis. If you constantly speak these discouraging words about yourself they will reaffirm themselves. Change your mindset. There are niggers getting bombed in Palestine n shit rn. You live in a peaceful country and have a lot of opportunities ahead of you.

This mindset is so bad and you need therapy before you need looksmaxxing

 

[unknownducks]

That's what i'm trying to do but i don't even have the luck to find a job while all my friends found jobs and are making a shit ton of money + parents money, another proof of my inferiority

start selling drugs my nigga

 

[Zoraaaa]

Damn people out here are really thinking about how to attract girls while i can't look at girls in the eyes nor talk to them, and in every school i go (3 since elementary school) i'm always the one that has the less rizz pretty much inexistant, no money, ugly clothes, goofy looking, not respected, not taken seriuously, never go out, don't know how to socialise, don't think like others and pretty much neurodivergent i'm legit autistic i told my mom a little about how i view people the world and life in general and she legit told me that if she wasn't my mom she wouldn't talk to me and would avoid me, fuck they always knew i was an unhappy piece of shit but didn't know i had so low confidence, no friends no nothing.. Damn that world is really fucked up, all my brain can tolerate is to learn to pick up nuts and berries not to deal with all those social stuff fffuyuuuuuyyyyyyckckckkckckckckgkg fucking assholes people always laugh at my face disrepect me i'm not joking i always had Bad fucking ideas in my head but never acted upon them like except twice where i followed some assholes home they didn't caught me jlf i fucked the tires of the car of one of them but did nothing to the other yooooooouuuuu fuckiiiiiiiiiing assholes i'm tired of people disrepecting me and mogging me in every fucking aspect of life i'm a genetic trash one day i'll kill all of the niggers that disrepect me krkrekkekeekkeekkeke i'm fucking about to explode agagagagagagah why meeeeeeeeeee all people around me are gl have money good parents and happy overall i'm the only fucking little shit non NT depressed autistic fuck at 15 whyyyyyy do i have to do all this people don't have to looksmaxx they just exist and get girlfriends clothes happiness i'm the fucking only fucking fuckiiiiiiiiiing fucking fucking lelekekeke one that is like that iziajzzjjzzjzj one day they will all see how do they dare laugh at me insult my mom try to bully me fucking assholes they will see they will see they will seeeeee if only i knew was life was this lame and it's not some fantasy with superpowers and happiness all around i would have killed myself when i was i kid at least i wouldn't go to hell now i can't kill myself i'm 15 not a kid anymore or i'll go to hell, life is all looks, luck and delusion there's a fucking car with the fight club music next to me as i type this too fucking i would rather have delusional than be this fucked up

didnt you reply to my post with this?

 

[inwardgonionscel]

Low trust school shooter pheno sadly
Similarly to me

Me and you are similar except you mog me due to not being deformed

I don't have school shooter pheno i think but i'm kinda low trust but not handsome so no darktriad cope for me sadly, i look like this cuz i'm outside thinking about my lifefuel but at school i try to laugh and be funny.

Are you really deformed or just autistic and bringing yourself down mate ?

 

[Deleted member 24712]

Ur one of them

Reporotd

 

[shabby890]

Idk bro i'm treated like the biggest of subhumans from some reason, i try to be NT talk to people be funny and stuff which works sometimes but deep down i know i'm far from being good enough and fucking assholes where i live and pretty all the western europe + Us people makes you feel that you're a little shit probably all the capitalist countries tbh. I think ur the Guy that told me my collagen is rebost enough for my hair and facial hair growth project but know i'm scared look a this cuck collagen naso folds and shi at 15

You need to get enough sleep

You've got pretty bad eyebags man

 

[Napoleon1800]

I don't have school shooter pheno i think but i'm kinda low trust but not handsome so no darktriad cope for me sadly, i look like this cuz i'm outside thinking about my lifefuel but at school i try to laugh and be funny.

Are you really deformed or just autistic and bringing yourself down mate ?

No I am genuinely deformed jfl I poured acid over my face when i was 5. I had average/slightly above average base but I cucked myself at a young age. The retard in my brain ruined my face, now I have a disgusting eye area and skin, and if surgery doesn't fix it I'm gonna have to wear an eyepatch

 

[inwardgonionscel]

start selling drugs my nigga

Well i fucking want to ngl i want to be the worst guy ever and fuck people up jump bullies after school and stuff but 1. I'm a coward, not high innib i'm actually low innib but only when i'm alone, in public i'm a bitch. And 2. I'm religious and not degenarate enough to send myself to hell or atleast increase chance to go to hell

 

[inwardgonionscel]

You need to get enough sleep

You've got pretty bad eyebags man

Yea i don't sleep well

 

[inwardgonionscel]

No I am genuinely deformed jfl I poured acid over my face when i was 5. I had average/slightly above average base but I cucked myself at a young age. The retard in my brain ruined my face, now I have a disgusting eye area and skin, and if surgery doesn't fix it I'm gonna have to wear an eyepatch

Make it a halo, psycopath type of handsome boy maybe i'm coping but it's better than nothing in ur case. Even me i'm tryna looksmaxx but fucking broke

 

[unknownducks]

Well i fucking want to ngl i want to be the worst guy ever and fuck people up jump bullies after school and stuff but 1. I'm a coward, not high innib i'm actually low innib but only when i'm alone, in public i'm a bitch. And 2. I'm religious and not degenarate enough to send myself to hell or atleast increase chance to go to hell

learn like a fighting skill take boxing or muay thai if you learn these i guarantee you'll gain respect

 

[inwardgonionscel]

Unfortunately for those like you, your problems are far more mental than they are physical. Until you change your worldview, nothing will change for you. You have to want to be better to be better. You're also 15, you've got plenty of time. Keep calm.

My world view is only based on how people treat me, i don't have hobbies, passions or a personality. I just act NT and follow the trends or how people think on tiktok, i'm actually nobody, i want everyone to feel like me literraly everybody except my future casca fuck people and society i'm not joking people are gonna see what are the consequences of disrepecting me

 

[Napoleon1800]

Make it a halo, psycopath type of handsome boy maybe i'm coping but it's better than nothing in ur case. Even me i'm tryna looksmaxx but fucking broke

No Zukomaxxing for me unless I get his mogger pfl and eye tightness maybe

 

[inwardgonionscel]

learn like a fighting skill take boxing or muay thai if you learn these i guarantee you'll gain respect

Yea i want to go to boxing but broke sadly, it's on the liste tho. Thanks for helping brother

 

[inwardgonionscel]

No Zukomaxxing for me unless I get his mogger pfl and eye tightness maybe

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Fuarkk that's who i was thinking about but forgot his name, how old are you can you try stuff ?

 

[unknownducks]

Yea i want to go to boxing but broke sadly, it's on the liste tho. Thanks for helping brother

ofc man i dont see a lot of people actually trying to help in this site its very uncommon

 

[Napoleon1800]

My world view is only based on how people treat me, i don't have hobbies, passions or a personality. I just act NT and follow the trends or how people think on tiktok, i'm actually nobody, i want everyone to feel like me literraly everybody except my future casca fuck people and society i'm not joking people are gonna see what are the consequences of disrepecting me

This is what happens when you are blackpilled and an npc

Bluepillers are content and think they are so important but when u become blackpilled and aware you realise how much of a worthless speck you are,

The only way to change this Is to become rich, famous or good looking

 

[inwardgonionscel]

nigga its because your in a deppresing,terrible country just save and move out when your 18,it sounds like your mom is a bad infuence to if she actually told you she would ignore you

Nah actually mom is a good person it's m'y fucking dad who ruined my childhood to a big extent, but she's right tho i'm the most pesimistic fucking teenager ever

 

[inwardgonionscel]

ofc man i dont see a lot of people actually trying to help in this site its very uncommon

Yea sadly

 

[Napoleon1800]

Fuarkk that's who i was thinking about but forgot his name, how old are you can you try stuff ?

17.

My only hope is heightmaxxing atm which bout to start

If I succeed literally biggest lifefuel ever

If not I will rope

I want to grow at least 1.5 inches, ideally 3.

I need following surgeries:

- Undereye implants/lower eyelid retraction (either one)
- Chin implant
- Rhinoplasty
- eye whitening (maybe not if I manage to make it some kind of exotic halo, or if I wear an eyepatch)

 

[inwardgonionscel]

This is what happens when you are blackpilled and an npc

Bluepillers are content and think they are so important but when u become blackpilled and aware you realise how much of a worthless speck you are,

The only way to change this Is to become rich, famous or good looking

I'm tryna become rich to have better looks, clothes, watch expensive shit and stuff atleast i'll get the attention that i never got since i was a kid, maybe because my father fucked my mental specially when i was younger he kept hitting my mom and me when i do the smallest stuff ever for example forget to close a bottle or turn of the lights

 

[Napoleon1800]

I'm tryna become rich to have better looks, clothes, watch expensive shit and stuff atleast i'll get the attention that i never got since i was a kid, maybe because my father fucked my mental specially when i was younger he kept hitting my mom and me when i do the smallest stuff ever for example forget to close a bottle or turn of the lights

Sorry to hear that man. I had good parents but they were bluepilled ish a lot of times and just told me to study well, when teens my age were enjoying life and bullying me and I was left to rot because of my facial deformity

 

[inwardgonionscel]

17.

My only hope is heightmaxxing atm which bout to start

If I succeed literally biggest lifefuel ever

If not I will rope

I want to grow at least 1.5 inches, ideally 3.

I need following surgeries:

- Undereye implants/lower eyelid retraction (either one)
- Chin implant
- Rhinoplasty
- eye whitening (maybe not if I manage to make it some kind of exotic halo, or if I wear an eyepatch)

Lifefuel for you i hope u succed but don't become an asshole

 

[finn899]

Nah actually mom is a good person it's m'y fucking dad who ruined my childhood to a big extent, but she's right tho i'm the most pesimistic fucking teenager ever

tbh its because you have an aggreisve looking resting face which is genetic,wearing the hoodie up makes it even worse,just smile,wear more freindly clothing if that makes sense and im sure people will treat you better

 

[inwardgonionscel]

Sorry to hear that man. I had good parents but they were bluepilled ish a lot of times and just told me to study well, when teens my age were enjoying life and bullying me and I was left to rot because of my facial deformity

Damn bro, one day we'll ascend

 

[inwardgonionscel]

tbh its because you have an aggreisve looking resting face which is genetic,wearing the hoodie up makes it even worse,just smile,wear more freindly clothing if that makes sense and im sure people will treat you better

It's because of dropped inner brows i think, when i lift my brows like a cuck a look less agressive but even uglier

 

[Napoleon1800]

Damn bro, one day we'll ascend

Praying to Lord gandy we will have an ascension as big as him

 

[12PSLsubhuman]

Damn people out here are really thinking about how to attract girls while i can't look at girls in the eyes nor talk to them, and in every school i go (3 since elementary school) i'm always the one that has the less rizz pretty much inexistant, no money, ugly clothes, goofy looking, not respected, not taken seriuously, never go out, don't know how to socialise, don't think like others and pretty much neurodivergent i'm legit autistic i told my mom a little about how i view people the world and life in general and she legit told me that if she wasn't my mom she wouldn't talk to me and would avoid me, fuck they always knew i was an unhappy piece of shit but didn't know i had so low confidence, no friends no nothing.. Damn that world is really fucked up, all my brain can tolerate is to learn to pick up nuts and berries not to deal with all those social stuff fffuyuuuuuyyyyyyckckckkckckckckgkg fucking assholes people always laugh at my face disrepect me i'm not joking i always had Bad fucking ideas in my head but never acted upon them like except twice where i followed some assholes home they didn't caught me jlf i fucked the tires of the car of one of them but did nothing to the other yooooooouuuuu fuckiiiiiiiiiing assholes i'm tired of people disrepecting me and mogging me in every fucking aspect of life i'm a genetic trash one day i'll kill all of the niggers that disrepect me krkrekkekeekkeekkeke i'm fucking about to explode agagagagagagah why meeeeeeeeeee all people around me are gl have money good parents and happy overall i'm the only fucking little shit non NT depressed autistic fuck at 15 whyyyyyy do i have to do all this people don't have to looksmaxx they just exist and get girlfriends clothes happiness i'm the fucking only fucking fuckiiiiiiiiiing fucking fucking lelekekeke one that is like that iziajzzjjzzjzj one day they will all see how do they dare laugh at me insult my mom try to bully me fucking assholes they will see they will see they will seeeeee if only i knew was life was this lame and it's not some fantasy with superpowers and happiness all around i would have killed myself when i was i kid at least i wouldn't go to hell now i can't kill myself i'm 15 not a kid anymore or i'll go to hell, life is all looks, luck and delusion there's a fucking car with the fight club music next to me as i type this too fucking i would rather have delusional than be this fucked up

Hell isn't real nigga

 

[Napoleon1800]

Damn people out here are really thinking about how to attract girls while i can't look at girls in the eyes nor talk to them, and in every school i go (3 since elementary school) i'm always the one that has the less rizz pretty much inexistant, no money, ugly clothes, goofy looking, not respected, not taken seriuously, never go out, don't know how to socialise, don't think like others and pretty much neurodivergent i'm legit autistic i told my mom a little about how i view people the world and life in general and she legit told me that if she wasn't my mom she wouldn't talk to me and would avoid me, fuck they always knew i was an unhappy piece of shit but didn't know i had so low confidence, no friends no nothing.. Damn that world is really fucked up, all my brain can tolerate is to learn to pick up nuts and berries not to deal with all those social stuff fffuyuuuuuyyyyyyckckckkckckckckgkg fucking assholes people always laugh at my face disrepect me i'm not joking i always had Bad fucking ideas in my head but never acted upon them like except twice where i followed some assholes home they didn't caught me jlf i fucked the tires of the car of one of them but did nothing to the other yooooooouuuuu fuckiiiiiiiiiing assholes i'm tired of people disrepecting me and mogging me in every fucking aspect of life i'm a genetic trash one day i'll kill all of the niggers that disrepect me krkrekkekeekkeekkeke i'm fucking about to explode agagagagagagah why meeeeeeeeeee all people around me are gl have money good parents and happy overall i'm the only fucking little shit non NT depressed autistic fuck at 15 whyyyyyy do i have to do all this people don't have to looksmaxx they just exist and get girlfriends clothes happiness i'm the fucking only fucking fuckiiiiiiiiiing fucking fucking lelekekeke one that is like that iziajzzjjzzjzj one day they will all see how do they dare laugh at me insult my mom try to bully me fucking assholes they will see they will see they will seeeeee if only i knew was life was this lame and it's not some fantasy with superpowers and happiness all around i would have killed myself when i was i kid at least i wouldn't go to hell now i can't kill myself i'm 15 not a kid anymore or i'll go to hell, life is all looks, luck and delusion there's a fucking car with the fight club music next to me as i type this too fucking i would rather have delusional than be this fucked up

Also shave your peachfuzz jbs hate that shit

 

[finn899]

It's because of dropped inner brows i think, when i lift my brows like a cuck a look less agressive but even uglier

stop worrying about your eye shape and inner eyelids which is nearly impossible to change and do things you can change like dressing less aggresive maybe?

 

[inwardgonionscel]

didnt you reply to my post with this?

I did i think, i was walking around my house and decided to make a thread about it

 

[inwardgonionscel]

Also shave your peachfuzz jbs hate that shit

What's that pedostache ? Or hair along the side of my face

 

[mogstars]

fuck a couple of stacy escorts and you'll forget about it

 

[inwardgonionscel]

nigga its because your in a deppresing,terrible country just save and move out when your 18,it sounds like your mom is a bad infuence to if she actually told you she would ignore you

Cope how am i gonna go out of the country i'm broke and coward