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desilva
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I have a deep seated hearted towards foids, and I'm not sure why or how this developed. In the past, I had healthy relationships with females, I used to respect females, defending them and arguing with those who insulted them. However, for the past two years, something has changed. Every time I encounter a woman on the street, I inexplicably feel a surge of anger. This unsettling emotion also emerges when I scroll past posts from women on my phone, causing me to feel increasingly angry and insecure so I scroll quickly to not see it face, the only way to calm meis by fantasising about it getting tourterd , raped and humiliated.I’m struggling to see women as human beings, This bothers me because I've always been kind and respectful towards women, yet they only seemed to notice me once I became conventionally attractive. Perhaps, coming to terms with the biological realities of female attraction has inflicted some form of trauma, fueling my resentment. I'm lost on how to recover, all I ever wanted for is unconditional love. Why do I have to undergo extensive surgeries and spend a fortune to gain female attention? why must I reshape my appearance just to be considered average in the eyes of 3/10 whale? I could never have a healthy relationship with a foid, knowing that if I were shorter or hadn't undergone surgery, they would not have even looked my way.