Lonenely sigma
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FUCK I screwed up.
I rarely talk with her in school. She goes to another class and we see eachother on thursdays only.
So I went to my grandma after the school and since she was outside in the yard I snuck into the room she kept her alcohol and drank a lot.
I started crying and what not but apparently at one point I texted my crush.
It went like this:
"Yoo"
-heyy
"Whats up"
-nothing special, its friday and its nice weather haha
"True
So, what r u doing?"
- reading smt to prepare for uni
-" thats cool. You wanna study archeology?"
-nah, I wanna study architecture. You got the 'arch part' tho hahaha.
Now the brutal part.
She asked me "can I help you with something hahaha"
Brutal fucking stuff man.
Then, for whatever reason I asked her "do you like chocolate" but I deleted it and that was the end of it. I still have no idea why I asked her that shit
Painful. So fucking painful. Now I will go and cry myself to sleep, knowing she will most likely go outside tonight since its friday and I will play minecraft alone.
Coping with alcohol doesn't work. I seem even more retarded than I am irl
I rarely talk with her in school. She goes to another class and we see eachother on thursdays only.
So I went to my grandma after the school and since she was outside in the yard I snuck into the room she kept her alcohol and drank a lot.
I started crying and what not but apparently at one point I texted my crush.
It went like this:
"Yoo"
-heyy
"Whats up"
-nothing special, its friday and its nice weather haha
"True
So, what r u doing?"
- reading smt to prepare for uni
-" thats cool. You wanna study archeology?"
-nah, I wanna study architecture. You got the 'arch part' tho hahaha.
Now the brutal part.
She asked me "can I help you with something hahaha"
Brutal fucking stuff man.
Then, for whatever reason I asked her "do you like chocolate" but I deleted it and that was the end of it. I still have no idea why I asked her that shit
Painful. So fucking painful. Now I will go and cry myself to sleep, knowing she will most likely go outside tonight since its friday and I will play minecraft alone.
Coping with alcohol doesn't work. I seem even more retarded than I am irl