I was a paypig for a girl and she sent me this brutal message rejecting me

[Deleted member 17379]

Oh no, I remember this from lookism. Please stop being a self disrespecting abused dog. You look great if those are really your pics and if you get out of that mindset you can probably slay.

the girl i paid thinks im ugly

 

[Harold O'brien]

lookism users are just so much more entertaining

 

[Deleted member 17402]

if i dont pay someone to talk to me no one will
then ill just ramble to myself all day and go crazy
i mean maybe i should just submit and give up and have some balls️ foronce but im so lonely man
idk what to do!

Im so alone too. But you dont have to feel lonely most of the time. You can understand that its over. Go back to how you lived when you where 10 joyful with your own inner world. If you have a real hard time, get massages for physical touch and feel a woman's hands, or escorts, but you can't rely emotionally on a woman, not even if she was your mom, it's ridiculous they are not capable of caring for a man that isn't Chad. They don't have emotions like us. She doesn't feel the things she is saying. I don't even know you and I got more love for you than she ever can. Different animals. They aren't like us. They play us. It's even extended into our daily life where we're assaulted by bluepill cuckoldery by our governments, raped in court, no rights to children. Ignore women. It's over. They hated us first, they sent us our way, just have a backbone and leave!! Swear to God bro, I even hate her face, she looks mean. You look at a girl like that who sells herself like a robot and you get pleasure out of it? Do you smoke weed? How is smoking a blunt not more pleasurable then talking to a dumb evil hoe?

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Im so alone too. But you dont have to feel lonely most of the time. You can understand that its over. Go back to how you lived when you where 10 joyful with your own inner world. If you have a real hard time, get massages for physical touch and feel a woman's hands, or escorts, but you can't rely emotionally on a woman, not even if she was your mom, it's ridiculous they are not capable of caring for a man that isn't Chad. They don't have emotions like us. She doesn't feel the things she is saying. I don't even know you and I got more love for you than she ever can. Different animals. They aren't like us. They play us. It's even extended into our daily life where we're assaulted by bluepill cuckoldery by our governments, raped in court, no rights to children. Ignore women. It's over. They hated us first, they sent us our way, just have a backbone and leave!! Swear to God bro, I even hate her face, she looks mean. You look at a girl like that who sells herself like a robot and you get pleasure out of it? Do you smoke weed? How is smoking a blunt not more pleasurable then talking to a dumb evil hoe?

ive never tried weed
but yes after this experience i will probably stick to massages and escorts
i just forgot how much women genuinely want to hurt me, use and abuse me after all this time
they have such an unreal hatred inside themselves for me just because im ugly and ethnic

 

[ROTTING]

ive never tried weed
but yes after this experience i will probably stick to massages and escorts
i just forgot how much women genuinely want to hurt me, use and abuse me after all this time
they have such an unreal hatred inside themselves for me just because im ugly and ethnic

Abusing drugs when you're down is a fucking terrible idea tbh. Do it only if you seriously plan on roping during the next 3 years.

 

[Anomaly]

ive never tried weed
but yes after this experience i will probably stick to massages and escorts
i just forgot how much women genuinely want to hurt me, use and abuse me after all this time
they have such an unreal hatred inside themselves for me just because im ugly and ethnic

Microdose shrooms and try DMT bro

 

[Larpongstopper]

I had a chad friend who got a blowjob from a girl and got 20 dollars from
her afterwards

 

[Deleted member 17379]

I had a chad friend who got a blowjob from a girl and got 20 dollars from
her afterwards

yeah i cant imagine girls would ever give me money unless i was their uber eats driver and they wanted me to go away as fast as possible

 

[PYT]

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the girl btw

I like emo bitches but I wouldn’t touch her w a stick

why are you so fucking pathetic dude she’s making fun of you to her friends and bragging about how some dork is giving her free money

also jfl at you eating raw meat, not using soap, living in a closet, and paying a discord girl to talk to you

it’s legit over if you don’t get a grip boyo

 

[Deleted member 17379]

I like emo bitches but I wouldn’t touch her w a stick

why are you so fucking pathetic dude she’s making fun of you to her friends and bragging about how some dork is giving her free money

also jfl at you eating raw meat, not using soap, living in a closet, and paying a discord girl to talk to you

it’s legit over if you don’t get a grip boyo

it already over

 

[PYT]

it already over

You can always redeem yourself, charge back the money and save it for surgeries or looksmaxxing in general

and work on your autism , what compelled you to ever tell a girl you live in a closet and don’t use soap cause muh estrogens

 

[Deleted member 17345]

To give some brief context: I met a girl o. discord awhile back and we managed to get into a relationship where i basically just paid her to talk to me in a nonsexual manner. We had a falling out, and i charged back all the money I sent her, but I came crawling back to her and gave her almost the same amount yet again, all while she was ignoring me. I begged her to just admit that she didn't like me and to tell me why, and I was met with the above message along with a few others.
in total I gave her 800 dollars over the past few days



@Br0sk1

@ any lookism users
im aspiegymcel from lookism btw

its so over .

 

[Deleted member 17379]

You can always redeem yourself, charge back the money and save it for surgeries or looksmaxxing in general

and work on your autism , what compelled you to ever tell a girl you live in a closet and don’t use soap cause muh estrogens

not just estrogen but i find the whole process of showering/using soap to be artificial anyways. it doesn't benefit me. i smell mostly the same if i simply rub down with a wet rag every now and then.
i already chargebacked her once before and im not sure my bank will believe me if i do it again

 

[Deleted member 17379]

@PYT
actually fuck it
im gonna call and try to chargeback anyways
youre right man
im just gonna say i was paying them jsed panties and i never received them

 

[PYT]

@PYT
actually fuck it
im gonna call and try to chargeback anyways
youre right man
im just gonna say i was paying them jsed panties and i never received them

you need to get a grip bro I don’t know your situation and looks level but you need to truly find it in yourself to change for the better

don’t ever let some slut get the upper hand on you and take advantage of your situation for a quick check

 

[Deleted member 17379]

you need to get a grip bro I don’t know your situation and looks level but you need to truly find it in yourself to change for the better

don’t ever let some slut get the upper hand on you and take advantage of your situation for a quick check

i posted my looks
im a creepy deathnik but i look more nt since i got a haircut

Rate my NT(i think) haircut transformation | Looksmax.org - Men's Self-Improvement & Aesthetics

before: after: 23 in both pics

looksmax.org

but yes i can change youre right
i felt a surge of rage and energy from what you said
i need to change

 

[hebecel]

Kys pathetic simp

 

[apocalypse]

You eat raw meat, don't use soap and live in a closet?

 

[Deleted member 17379]

You eat raw meat, don't use soap and live in a closet?

yes
i have no money so i live with 6 family members
i got the closet

 

[Pendejo]

yes
i have no money so i live with 6 family members
i got the closet

“Basement tales”

 

[Lihito]

To give some brief context: I met a girl o. discord awhile back and we managed to get into a relationship where i basically just paid her to talk to me in a nonsexual manner. We had a falling out, and i charged back all the money I sent her, but I came crawling back to her and gave her almost the same amount yet again, all while she was ignoring me. I begged her to just admit that she didn't like me and to tell me why, and I was met with the above message along with a few others.
in total I gave her 800 dollars over the past few days



@Br0sk1

@ any lookism users
im aspiegymcel from lookism btw

next time tell that NPC to write down what she is gonna say because there is to much UHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

 

[Lihito]

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the girl btw

looks like my degen alt sister

 

[Deleted member 17379]

next time tell that NPC to write down what she is gonna say because there is to much UHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

shes somewhat unintelligent and a drug user

looks like my degen alt sister

would your sister be interested in dating a melted face incel black guy like me?

 

[Lihito]

black guy

nah she god dawg no cap

 

[Deleted member 275]

a relationship where i basically just paid her to talk to me in a nonsexual manner

average relationship in 2022

 

[turkproducer]

this thread is so sad holy shit

i can’t believe that you are telling the truth this has to be a reddit bedtime story larp

 

[turkproducer]

You can always redeem yourself, charge back the money and save it for surgeries or looksmaxxing in general

and work on your autism , what compelled you to ever tell a girl you live in a closet and don’t use soap cause muh estrogens

good reply, my good chap

but it has to be a larp jfl.

 

[Deleted member 17379]

this thread is so sad holy shit

i can’t believe that you are telling the truth this has to be a reddit bedtime story larp

ichargebacked it dont worry

 

[getra]

I was in that phase once. It’s good once you internalize and come to realize how fucking stupid it was. Your mind will completely adjust from that mindset. It may take a while with her cause we all form attachments to people that we deem cared about us.

 

[noodlelover]

if i dont pay someone to talk to me no one will
then ill just ramble to myself all day and go crazy
i mean maybe i should just submit and give up and have some balls️ foronce but im so lonely man
idk what to do!

Don't pay that girl. If you want to pay a girl to talk to you, pay a life coach. It could help with your mindset as well, because you're good looking enough to get a decent girlfriend if you fix the other areas of your life.

https://www.fiverr.com/search/gigs?query=life coach&source=main_banner&search_in=everywhere&search-autocomplete-original-term=life coach

Look at this girl. 30 to 45 min session for 10$.

https://www.fiverr.com/dkrisztina2/...=auto&funnel=797e7989eec3274840e7c7a03161acce

Also don't tell girls you eat raw meat or don't use soap. You should keep bars of soap and stuff in your shower for when they come over, so they don't see anything missing and think you're some weirdo.

The one exception would be the life coach, which you should be honest with because that's your benefit and she's there to help you.

 

[Lawton88]

Well at least she clarified she appreciated you sent all that money.

 

[Bonez]

Why didn’t you at least escortmax with that money tf

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Why didn’t you at least escortmax with that money tf

ive had sex with 36 prostitites
i wanted something more intimate

 

[Bonez]

ive had sex with 36 prostitites
i wanted something more intimate

You could of done that with Thai college girls , it’s cheaper and they let you smash

 

[Deleted member 17402]

Well at least she clarified she appreciated you sent all that money.

Honk

 

[Deleted member 17402]

next time tell that NPC to write down what she is gonna say because there is to much UHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Are you implying women aren't smart?

 

[Preoximerianas]

I thought this was a joke at first but no, this is real and it’s more depressing than funny. Even thought it was pretty damned funny to begin with. I can see why you would have sent the money honestly. Loneliness genuinely does break your brain, we’re biologically meant to be social. And after hearing her voice, even that fucked me up.

But getting “intimacy” by throwing money at some Discord whore isn’t the way to fix your loneliness. It’s just going to make you more depressed which you definitely don’t need right now.

 

[Deleted member 16970]

something tells me this money isn't yours. only a spoiled coomer would do this. relax, work on yourself, at 30 u can get a single mother? better no? idk

 

[Deleted member 17379]

I thought this was a joke at first but no, this is real and it’s more depressing than funny. Even thought it was pretty damned funny to begin with. I can see why you would have sent the money honestly. Loneliness genuinely does break your brain, we’re biologically meant to be social. And after hearing her voice, even that fucked me up.

But getting “intimacy” by throwing money at some Discord whore isn’t the way to fix your loneliness. It’s just going to make you more depressed which you definitely don’t need right now.

Yeah, unfortunately it is very real. i figured i would feel better about it if i came here and got some replies in exchange for my suffering though. when she sent that voice message i genuinely considered putting my rifle in my mouth and blowing my brains out. but im feeling a little better now having some looksmax friendsto talk about it with :')

 

[Deleted member 17379]

something tells me this money isn't yours. only a spoiled coomer would do this. relax, work on yourself, at 30 u can get a single mother? better no? idk

it is my money
but i live in a closet in my familys home
so i have no real bills
i have some savings that are slowly dwindling

 

[Preoximerianas]

Yeah, unfortunately it is very real. i figured i would feel better about it if i came here and got some replies in exchange for my suffering though. when she sent that voice message i genuinely considered putting my rifle in my mouth and blowing my brains out. but im feeling a little better now having some looksmax friendsto talk about it with :')

It’s why I tell people to only ever vent to guys, a fellow dude is going to better understand your problems than any girl could dream of. JFL to the poor lads out there whose therapists are woman.

 

[goat2x]

muh i thought black bucks have good smv according to the aspie forum

you get ignored by 3 psl subhumans

 

[BearBoy]

Can you PM your face so i can rate you? i will honestly tell you if its over or not and maybe give you some solutions

also include height, bodyfat

 

[Kylo]

You're fuckin pathetic

 

[Deleted member 14138]

To give some brief context: I met a girl o. discord awhile back and we managed to get into a relationship where i basically just paid her to talk to me in a nonsexual manner. We had a falling out, and i charged back all the money I sent her, but I came crawling back to her and gave her almost the same amount yet again, all while she was ignoring me. I begged her to just admit that she didn't like me and to tell me why, and I was met with the above message along with a few others.
in total I gave her 800 dollars over the past few days



@Br0sk1

@ any lookism users
im aspiegymcel from lookism btw

That's the most honest lie I've ever heard from a woman. But she forgot to mention she doesn't like the way you look.

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Can you PM your face so i can rate you? i will honestly tell you if its over or not and maybe give you some solutions

also include height, bodyfat

i have posted

Rate my NT(i think) haircut transformation | Looksmax.org - Men's Self-Improvement & Aesthetics

before: after: 23 in both pics

looksmax.org

5'10
15-20%

 

[Deleted member 17379]

It’s why I tell people to only ever vent to guys, a fellow dude is going to better understand your problems than any girl could dream of. JFL to the poor lads out there whose therapists are woman.

i just thought she would be different. a delusion as old as time i guess. but man she crushed me

 

[BearBoy]

i have posted

Rate my NT(i think) haircut transformation | Looksmax.org - Men's Self-Improvement & Aesthetics

before: after: 23 in both pics

looksmax.org

5'10
15-20%

bro ur good, i think u have really bad mental issues or some childhood trauma shit

stop being a pussyass bitch and just fuck bitches and then dip, the lifestyle you have right now will fuck you up badly and it will get worse day by day trust me

 

[noodlelover]

It’s why I tell people to only ever vent to guys, a fellow dude is going to better understand your problems than any girl could dream of. JFL to the poor lads out there whose therapists are woman.

They literally judge you constantly based on main stream societal "values" no capacity for critical thought. It's doesn't bother me, I love women, they're a beautiful emergent phenomenon as the somewhat conscious reproductive half of the human species.

But telling them about your insecurities or anything like that, would be like if a Cocola Add was suddenly like "Yah, we cause cancer, we're addictive, and we're just sugar water". Like Jesus Christ, people are biological machines, they react to your words based on pavlovian emotional associations, especially women. If the soda machine requires quarters to output a soda, then don't shove your used slimy gum in because it's not going to give you a soda. Respect physics. The world is physics. People are chemical equations.

 

[DaddyLooksmax]

Listen, I'm going to say this like a dad to his son, you need to speak with a mental health professional. It's not a meme, they can definitely help. You are going into a downward spiral that is not healthy.