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I get really pissed off and afraid that I'll stay subhuman for a long time. I'm skinnyfat and anytime my weight loss or lifts in the gym stall I get so pissed off and paranoid. I don't even know if I'll ever get to fix my hairline or if ru58841 works. I have failed to grow a beard with mininoxidil and I have failed to lighten my skin so it matches my body. My looksmaxing journy has been a complete failure and I guess I''ll stay subhuman forever. Last year I visioned a version of me that was muscular,had a nice straight hairline, some stubble, a lighter face(my face is 2 to 3 shades darker than my body), thicker neck who actually had a socially/sex life to make up for the first 18 years of my life as a loser. Looksmaxing is like a race against time. I must become normal before. I graduate college. I might start using nicotine to really cope with everything. I feel really low T and this is what happens when the feelings of helplessness just hits you once you start evaluating shit.