EGGY 1671u32g
mtn with height halo
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I was thinking yesterday about blackpill while dming my girlfriend and she told me "i love you" but for some reason at that moment i just thought about how if some chad asked her out right now i literally cant rationally believe that shed choose me over him.
She says she loves me constantly and shes consistently proven she loves me with deep conversations and advice, randomly sending me money or gifts and just generally being there for me even though im not anything special and (same as most average men) dont deserve this kind of treatment.
But i simply cant believe shed chose me over chad even if all the evidence points to her choosing me. Blackpill and lookism have ruined my perception of relationships and myself. Ive started to feel like since shed leave me for chad anyway i may as well just cheat on her first or fuck her over even if right now i have no reason too.
I really like her and enjoy everything with her but this constant doubt of her love and disdain for women in general is fucking my head
She says she loves me constantly and shes consistently proven she loves me with deep conversations and advice, randomly sending me money or gifts and just generally being there for me even though im not anything special and (same as most average men) dont deserve this kind of treatment.
But i simply cant believe shed chose me over chad even if all the evidence points to her choosing me. Blackpill and lookism have ruined my perception of relationships and myself. Ive started to feel like since shed leave me for chad anyway i may as well just cheat on her first or fuck her over even if right now i have no reason too.
I really like her and enjoy everything with her but this constant doubt of her love and disdain for women in general is fucking my head