My trauma resurfaces the more I exercise

[Nick.Harte]

I don’t know what’s happening to me but every time I exercise, my trauma resurfaces and I keep thinking about the guys who mog me to oblivion. ( face n hehhht) and how easy it was for them. It’s over. I have to stop after every 4-5 mins and I feel like I’m going insane. Am I that much of a subhuman??

 

[Nick.Harte]

@InnerVoid

 

[InnerVoid]

your brain just reminds you that you cant defy your genetics

 

[Nick.Harte]

your brain just reminds you that you cant defy your genetics

Why ? I think it’s truly over for me

 

[InnerVoid]

Why ? I think it’s truly over for me

its over for me too

 

[Nick.Harte]

its over for me too

Yeah but why does it get worse the more I exercise. I couldn’t even finish and even today it was hard

 

[Nick.Harte]

I’m starting to cry without any reason

 

[InnerVoid]

Yeah but why does it get worse the more I exercise. I couldn’t even finish and even today it was hard

dont beat yourself up man

 

[Petsmart]

bitch nigga ramblings

 

[Nick.Harte]

dont beat yourself up man

I can’t with this shit anymore. Life has already beaten me down so much and I can’t take it amymore

 

[InnerVoid]

I can’t with this shit anymore. Life has already beaten me down so much and I can’t take it amymore

its ok i will protect you

 

[Nick.Harte]

its ok i will protect you

Nothing can be done man

 

[Primalsplit]

I don’t know what’s happening to me but every time I exercise, my trauma resurfaces and I keep thinking about the guys who mog me to oblivion. ( face n hehhht) and how easy it was for them. It’s over. I have to stop after every 4-5 mins and I feel like I’m going insane. Am I that much of a subhuman??

You're beginning to reclaim your masculinity and your first reaction to this is trying to shut it down? Jesus! What kind of a cuck raised you?