HowAmIAlive123
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My current hair position rn is that im a NW1, with babyhairs that will fall out, if I didnt hopped on a hairloss protocol. I would describe my current situation as a NW1.5, since i havent noticed any hairline recession.
I have a couple of friends, that i trust deeply. I mentioned to those that I suspect that I might receide in the future, because of the babyhairs on my hairline. They made the obv talk of: no those babyhairs are not falling out, i have them too, etc, youre not going bald lol, etc etc
But today a friend of mine, that i talked about it, like 9months ago, send me a video about RU58841 from MPMD. Hes a normie. (not a bluepilled once, we once talked about the dickpill and heightpill irl ngl, hes cool)
I think I exposed myself as a subhuman untermensch, since im just 20 and might go bald in the future. I feel like trash rn. I have so many questions in my head. Like: why did he recommend me the video? Am I actually coping hard rn, and a NW above what i think? Did my hairline as a whole moved back? Its so surreal seeing his suggestion on this video.
Problem is I made the problem with the babyhairs public. My friends now know about it. I might get picked on in the future. I cant believe im that autistic and talk about that stuff irl. It hurts so much being a PSL-Autist.
NEVER TALK ABOUT STUFF THAT MIGHT BE DEVESTATING TO UR SMV OR PSL IN GENERALL. NEVER MENTION MPB UNLESS UR NW2.5-3+; DONT TALK ABOUT UR LOSS OF COLLAGEN; OR WHAT EVER AT ALL
I have no idea what is going to happen to me. And him sending me that video made me unironically insecure.
Life = Pain
I have a couple of friends, that i trust deeply. I mentioned to those that I suspect that I might receide in the future, because of the babyhairs on my hairline. They made the obv talk of: no those babyhairs are not falling out, i have them too, etc, youre not going bald lol, etc etc
But today a friend of mine, that i talked about it, like 9months ago, send me a video about RU58841 from MPMD. Hes a normie. (not a bluepilled once, we once talked about the dickpill and heightpill irl ngl, hes cool)
I think I exposed myself as a subhuman untermensch, since im just 20 and might go bald in the future. I feel like trash rn. I have so many questions in my head. Like: why did he recommend me the video? Am I actually coping hard rn, and a NW above what i think? Did my hairline as a whole moved back? Its so surreal seeing his suggestion on this video.
Problem is I made the problem with the babyhairs public. My friends now know about it. I might get picked on in the future. I cant believe im that autistic and talk about that stuff irl. It hurts so much being a PSL-Autist.
NEVER TALK ABOUT STUFF THAT MIGHT BE DEVESTATING TO UR SMV OR PSL IN GENERALL. NEVER MENTION MPB UNLESS UR NW2.5-3+; DONT TALK ABOUT UR LOSS OF COLLAGEN; OR WHAT EVER AT ALL
I have no idea what is going to happen to me. And him sending me that video made me unironically insecure.
Life = Pain
