People irl think im a narcy asshole

[Abhorrence]

normies are not that evil tbh im not judging their personalities

its just that when im hanging out with these people i feel bad and feel like i dont belong there

i cant participate in the conversations normally
i am on a different frequency then these people

then i feel left out and bad so i sperg out then leave

and they think i dont like them bcuz of this

 

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means u not good looking enough, else they’d call u confident with high self esteem.

 

[Abhorrence]

means u not good looking enough, else they’d call u confident with high self esteem.

people act friendly towards me when they first meet me mostly

but over time they realize im gigadepressed and low energy

and people want NT happy people around them
not people like me so they avoid me

 

[Abhorrence]

@SecularIslamist i pushed everyone away bcuz of abused dog syndrome

what i noticed is some hyper NT foids i came across (like the most NT person of a friend group who bonds everyone) tried rly hard to make me join the group

maybe its some motherly instinct type shit
it was like they wanted to turn me NT after they realized i was severly autistic

 

[SecularIslamist]

@SecularIslamist i pushed everyone away bcuz of abused dog syndrome

what i noticed is some hyper NT foids i came across (like the most NT person of a friend group who bonds everyone) tried rly hard to make me join the group

maybe its some motherly instinct type shit
it was like they wanted to turn me NT after they realized i was severly autistic

Sounds exactly like me. I had my opportunities but pushed ppl away. One excuse after the other.

You better start accepting these offers. Otherwise it's over and you'll regret it.

 

[_MVP_]

Ur better than them

 

[fuxkdakikez]

relatable. I need to stop talking about autistic shit fr