The bizarre situation and perspective of me in that night (my psychopathic, schizo, weird shit thoughts) (extremely disturbing and dark and pathetic)

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when i made This thread, it was 10 min after. I didn't want to explain the situation at that moment because it would distract people from the main point. i want to unravel for you what happened inside my brain after he revealed.

this fag that i know for 10 years, used to date my oneitis (my highest degree oneitis of all time). i did not know this at the time since i didn't know him very much, we were far friends.
later when i found out, i was mad af because truly he is retarded and dogshit person.

he became like a monument of my failure, that he was better than me and dated my oneitis like it's nothing while i fucked myself up for that girl and she still rejected me brutally.
he became a symbol of a chad who fucked my oneitis, while not actually chad. therefore i started to hating this guy, he is quite a bully too. i completely ignored him for months and didn't want to see him again.
but times and times again he called me using another sim card and said " i know a good hooker somewhere, lets go fuck her together" and kept insisting on this matter.
have this in mind that he was trying to trick me all this time, there was never a hooker, it was himself.

2 week ago i called him out of desperation because i needed weed and no dealer would answer calls and ever since he started calling me again about hooker and shit but this time he said it's a pretty boy fag and i said no way.
he finally tricked me into getting his car by saying he has a good weed and let's hangout etc that's what kind of a bully he is, he lies and doesn't care.

so when that happened and he revealed to be a...
Hot Sauce Crying GIF by First We Feast: Hot Ones

FAGGOT! I knew i hit the jackpot, i was like "YESSSSS!" i'm gonna fuck his ass so hard and dominate the shit of him. in my thoughts i was making fun of my oneitis "LOL, you dated faggots, i'm gonna fuck the person who fucked you imagine how low u are trash".
only issue was i couldn't get hard for this piece of shit, i said" well i'm not getting hard, you have to suck my dick". and i fucking enjoyed it because i hated the guy, i was feeling powerful and dominant.
i would purposefully push my dick deep and fast to make him cry ( he did cry) and i would say "oops sorry, never fucked asshole, not used to it being tight".

i woudn't cum whatsoever, you know? escortcels know this, sometimes a hooker is so dogshit u know u wont cum no matter what, so you rely on imaginations. this is where things got complicated and disturbing.

i tried imagining anything i knew, pornstars, my usuals, JB and all that stuff but nothing worked. it was then that i started imagining the oneitis herself. i was thinking " technically his ass is closest thing to my oneitis pussy that i ever had in my life"
"i could fuck my oneitis like this, this could be my oneitis" and i kept imagining her and it worked.
then he wanted me to lay next to him or sth but i just left the car to light a cigar and that moment, i felt empty and hollow. " this was the closest thing i could get to her". i was disappointed at my life choices and didn't want to ever think about her ever again.

now here is what i'm gonna do, i'm gonna bully the shit of this fag. get free weed from him and basically blackmail him anytime i could because i can. he has a JB stacy sister, i'm planning to fuck her too so that my dominance is all over his family, fucking faggot.
jfl at when i asked if he has porn in his phone and he show me disgusting nudes of himself and i was like " i need porn to cope with what you are, you show me ur nudes jfl?"
 
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