AnonyCel
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I hate how nice I am. But in fact I'm an asshole.
36(m) married, one 12 years old kid, another one on the way. I always try to be the nice guy, help everyone around me. But secretly I'm an asshole.Lent a friend 30k, have no hope of getting the money back. Feel like they own me, not the money, but the friendship. Looks like I lost both.
Wife is a great person, but SO self centered she completely ignores my depression. Tried to talk with her multiple times about how unsatisfied I am. Always get no response, but always let it go.
Intimacy only once or twice a month, and now that we found out she's pregnant, expect 9 months of dry spell.
Once or twice a month for the last 2 years I get a hooker... Usually it's massage parlors, but always leave frustrated because what I seek is intimacy, not just sex.
My best friend's wife blames me for everything wrong with their relationship. I was originally her friend, and met her husband through her. Dude is a solid friend, but since she thinks that everything wring in her life is my fault, we kind of drifted apart.
Been drinking heavily for the past few months... And some other things too... Helps me run away from the pain and the lonelyness for a little while...
I'm always trying to run away from my life... Be it alcohol, and sex, or just reading (or listening,)not stories from this subreddit.
Never thought of ending myself, but lately these thoughts have been creeping in.
Very wealthy, money is not a problem, but money can't buy me happiness....
Very high sex drive, but wife always shut me down.
Don't know where I'm going with this... AMA
TLDR: Wealthy dude only gets to fuck once or twice a month, gets blamed for everything, and has to pay for sex with hookers.
