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Just want to vent and tell the story of my first kiss as an abused dog 21yo LTN, it's a bit of a ramble but hopefully someone enjoys
Last week my NT roommates asked me to come to the club with them. I normally just rot in my room on the weekends but for some reason I was feeling it.
I knew I had to get plastered if I wanted any chance of being normal so I took around 2g phenibut and drank a shit ton. We took a taxi downtown and as soon as I stepped out I realized how fucked up I was. I was stumbling like a retard and felt like I was floating, it was good though.
When we got in the club it was pretty dead so I just followed my roommates around and they bought me some drinks. We took shots and at this point I was on the moon, easily the drunkest I've ever been and the phen was hitting.
It started getting packed and I went to the dance floor. I had already lost my roommates so I was just solo vibing feeling great.
My first interaction with a woman was when this fat girl pushed her LTB friend over to me and tried to set us up. I put my arm around the LTB and danced with her a bit but she seemed shy or just didn't like me so I let her go and went back to dancing solo.
I then found myself dancing with this italian looking MTB. She seemed interested and asked for my name but walked off with her friend right after so I was like whatever. At this point I was feeling confident af because this was the most success I'd ever had on a night out (I had never even touched a girl up until this point)
I bumped into this girl and her guy (gay?) friend looked at me and pointed to her which I thought meant that I should dance with her. I put my arm around her but her other friend quickly swooped in to get her away from me JFL.
Taking that L, I continued to dance solo before these two asian girls came over to me. I made eye contact with one and she said something I couldn't hear so I got closer, she started saying “kawaii, kawaii” into my ear. It took me a second to process and by the time I had she had already gone back to her asian friend group.
I went to take a piss and as I was going back to the dance floor I saw her alone and said “kawaii” into her ear JFL. We instantly started getting close and she told me she was a Japanese exchange student and shared some drunk ramblings. We moved to the dance floor and started dancing together. She was holding me tightly and the oxytocin must have been flowing because it felt insane. Feeling the loving warmth of a woman for the first time made me realize everything I was missing out on, but I was still taking in the moment, it was surreal to me.
We kept dancing and I told her she was pretty. She told me she liked me and we just started kissing. My eyes were still open and it felt kinda weird but it was probably just me being terrible. We kept dancing and made out a few more times, honestly the best part was just hugging her tightly and feeling the validation. The club was about to close and she went back to her friends so I ended up dancing with this normie group singing to mr. brightside to end the night.
I met back up with my roommates and we went to go get pizza. One of them brought home a girl to slay and the other one went to his ex girlfriends house to slay her. Overall, it was easily the best night out I’ve ever had.
A week later I’m still the same abused dog but just craving the touch of a woman harder than ever after getting a taste.
I’m gonna try to take some NT pics and use dating apps soon so expect some posts about that.
Thx for reading bros.
Tl;DR made out with Japanese girl at the club after taking phenibut and getting super drunk, very fun night but now craving woman touch.
Last week my NT roommates asked me to come to the club with them. I normally just rot in my room on the weekends but for some reason I was feeling it.
I knew I had to get plastered if I wanted any chance of being normal so I took around 2g phenibut and drank a shit ton. We took a taxi downtown and as soon as I stepped out I realized how fucked up I was. I was stumbling like a retard and felt like I was floating, it was good though.
When we got in the club it was pretty dead so I just followed my roommates around and they bought me some drinks. We took shots and at this point I was on the moon, easily the drunkest I've ever been and the phen was hitting.
It started getting packed and I went to the dance floor. I had already lost my roommates so I was just solo vibing feeling great.
My first interaction with a woman was when this fat girl pushed her LTB friend over to me and tried to set us up. I put my arm around the LTB and danced with her a bit but she seemed shy or just didn't like me so I let her go and went back to dancing solo.
I then found myself dancing with this italian looking MTB. She seemed interested and asked for my name but walked off with her friend right after so I was like whatever. At this point I was feeling confident af because this was the most success I'd ever had on a night out (I had never even touched a girl up until this point)
I bumped into this girl and her guy (gay?) friend looked at me and pointed to her which I thought meant that I should dance with her. I put my arm around her but her other friend quickly swooped in to get her away from me JFL.
Taking that L, I continued to dance solo before these two asian girls came over to me. I made eye contact with one and she said something I couldn't hear so I got closer, she started saying “kawaii, kawaii” into my ear. It took me a second to process and by the time I had she had already gone back to her asian friend group.
I went to take a piss and as I was going back to the dance floor I saw her alone and said “kawaii” into her ear JFL. We instantly started getting close and she told me she was a Japanese exchange student and shared some drunk ramblings. We moved to the dance floor and started dancing together. She was holding me tightly and the oxytocin must have been flowing because it felt insane. Feeling the loving warmth of a woman for the first time made me realize everything I was missing out on, but I was still taking in the moment, it was surreal to me.
We kept dancing and I told her she was pretty. She told me she liked me and we just started kissing. My eyes were still open and it felt kinda weird but it was probably just me being terrible. We kept dancing and made out a few more times, honestly the best part was just hugging her tightly and feeling the validation. The club was about to close and she went back to her friends so I ended up dancing with this normie group singing to mr. brightside to end the night.
I met back up with my roommates and we went to go get pizza. One of them brought home a girl to slay and the other one went to his ex girlfriends house to slay her. Overall, it was easily the best night out I’ve ever had.
A week later I’m still the same abused dog but just craving the touch of a woman harder than ever after getting a taste.
I’m gonna try to take some NT pics and use dating apps soon so expect some posts about that.
Thx for reading bros.
Tl;DR made out with Japanese girl at the club after taking phenibut and getting super drunk, very fun night but now craving woman touch.