lilith
vanity of vanities all is vanity
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constantly comparing myself to psl gods thinking if i ascended i could be them jfl. im fucking subhuman. im going to eat the winter away and rot in bed. my parents disgust me and vice versa. i have no responsibilities and they can take care of the subhumanity they created. in this beautiful moment of clarity i can see that it simply wasn't meant to be. my bones fail me. and for that i am punished. ive been coping for years. i will never be the great man i envisioned. i will never truly live. just exist. I don't think ill kms. i think i will just rot and enjoy what little i have left in life.