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When I watch this I think to myself: I want this too.
When I think back I realise:
I could've gotten this. I got so many chances which went to waste.
Why?
I guess I always first wanted a gf. Some real love. I haven't found what I wanted yet. Instead I had a lot of girls throwing themselves at me.
That makes me feel: Why am I such a cuck? Im a man and shouldn't be having feelings. I should be utilitarian in my approach to life.
I keep being confronted with me regretting decisions because they were made because of my feelings and morals.
What has it brought me? Nothing but misery. When I was machiavellistic I was truly satisfied with life and felt great. My life was at the best it ever was.
I will give it one more chance, if it doesn't succeed, I'll become a psychopathic machiavellian. Just a pure utilitarian.
Extra: Remember, if situations keep repeating themselves, it is your fault. Your actions are to blame. You ought to be conscious of how you want situations to play out.
I hope this 'eureka moment' has some utility to the rest of you guys here...
When I watch this I think to myself: I want this too.
When I think back I realise:
I could've gotten this. I got so many chances which went to waste.
Why?
I guess I always first wanted a gf. Some real love. I haven't found what I wanted yet. Instead I had a lot of girls throwing themselves at me.
That makes me feel: Why am I such a cuck? Im a man and shouldn't be having feelings. I should be utilitarian in my approach to life.
I keep being confronted with me regretting decisions because they were made because of my feelings and morals.
What has it brought me? Nothing but misery. When I was machiavellistic I was truly satisfied with life and felt great. My life was at the best it ever was.
I will give it one more chance, if it doesn't succeed, I'll become a psychopathic machiavellian. Just a pure utilitarian.
Extra: Remember, if situations keep repeating themselves, it is your fault. Your actions are to blame. You ought to be conscious of how you want situations to play out.
I hope this 'eureka moment' has some utility to the rest of you guys here...